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		<title>Tony at 12:41, 2 February 2024</title>
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		<summary type="html">&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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				&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; style=&quot;background-color: #fff; color: #202122; text-align: center;&quot;&gt;Revision as of 14:41, 2 February 2024&lt;/td&gt;
				&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-lineno&quot; id=&quot;mw-diff-left-l29&quot;&gt;Line 29:&lt;/td&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Dear [[Tolinka]]! Thanks for your letter and I&amp;#039;m sorry for the long delay in replying. I&amp;#039;ll tell you concisely but precisely what has happened to me since the day we parted.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Dear [[Tolinka]]! Thanks for your letter and I&amp;#039;m sorry for the long delay in replying. I&amp;#039;ll tell you concisely but precisely what has happened to me since the day we parted.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;On the day of my arrival in [[Moscow]] (where everyone was glad to see me), I got very drunk at a dinner given by [[Nikolay Rubinstein|Rubinstein]]; how [[Moscow]] made itself felt by this simple fact! &lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Binging &lt;/del&gt;is a Muscovite weakness. On 1st September there was a grand annual dinner — I was drunk again (I forgot that on 30 August I dined with [[Ostrovsky]]). Classes started on 2 September; I have even more of them now then I had before. I&amp;#039;m so unused to doing classes and in the first lesson I became so flustered that I was forced to leave for 10 minutes, so as not to faint. I don&amp;#039;t remember whether I met [[Apukhtin]] at the theatre on the 2nd or the 3rd. At first he didn&amp;#039;t even want to acknowledge me, he was so angry, but after a long explanation he was eventually placated. The next day we dined together at the English Club, where after dinner he became so ill that I was terribly alarmed, but not without the presence of mind to grab him and drag him with great difficulty into the garden, where he soon recovered. He must have eaten too much of something. The next evening we went to [[Vladimir Shilovsky|Shilovsky]]&amp;#039;s, where he captivated everyone with his stories. Then he went to the Shakovsky estate for a couple of days, but yesterday I saw him at the opera. This was the first performance of our Italian Opera. They did &amp;quot;Othello&amp;quot;. [[Artôt]] sang charmingly, and a very good young tenor Stanio made his debut. After the opera we went to the club and had a pleasant time.  &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;On the day of my arrival in [[Moscow]] (where everyone was glad to see me), I got very drunk at a dinner given by [[Nikolay Rubinstein|Rubinstein]]; how [[Moscow]] made itself felt by this simple fact! &lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Bingeing &lt;/ins&gt;is a Muscovite weakness. On 1st September there was a grand annual dinner — I was drunk again (I forgot that on 30 August I dined with [[Ostrovsky]]). Classes started on 2 September; I have even more of them now then I had before. I&amp;#039;m so unused to doing classes and in the first lesson I became so flustered that I was forced to leave for 10 minutes, so as not to faint. I don&amp;#039;t remember whether I met [[Apukhtin]] at the theatre on the 2nd or the 3rd. At first he didn&amp;#039;t even want to acknowledge me, he was so angry, but after a long explanation he was eventually placated. The next day we dined together at the English Club, where after dinner he became so ill that I was terribly alarmed, but not without the presence of mind to grab him and drag him with great difficulty into the garden, where he soon recovered. He must have eaten too much of something. The next evening we went to [[Vladimir Shilovsky|Shilovsky]]&amp;#039;s, where he captivated everyone with his stories. Then he went to the Shakovsky estate for a couple of days, but yesterday I saw him at the opera. This was the first performance of our Italian Opera. They did &amp;quot;Othello&amp;quot;. [[Artôt]] sang charmingly, and a very good young tenor Stanio made his debut. After the opera we went to the club and had a pleasant time.  &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;That, I think, is everything worthy of interest in the last week and a half of my life. [[Gedeonov]] was in [[Moscow]] and instructed that rehearsals of &amp;quot;[[The Voyevoda (opera)|The Voyevoda]]&amp;quot; were to begin immediately. The parts have already been allocated. But it&amp;#039;s unlikely to happen in October, as [[Gedeonov]] wanted. Because of the Italians I think that&amp;#039;s almost impossible, and the opera won&amp;#039;t go on before December. I haven&amp;#039;t written anything new and I can&amp;#039;t settle on anything. Fortunately the Musical Society concerts will be starting late, and I&amp;#039;ll still have time to come up with something.  &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;That, I think, is everything worthy of interest in the last week and a half of my life. [[Gedeonov]] was in [[Moscow]] and instructed that rehearsals of &amp;quot;[[The Voyevoda (opera)|The Voyevoda]]&amp;quot; were to begin immediately. The parts have already been allocated. But it&amp;#039;s unlikely to happen in October, as [[Gedeonov]] wanted. Because of the Italians I think that&amp;#039;s almost impossible, and the opera won&amp;#039;t go on before December. I haven&amp;#039;t written anything new and I can&amp;#039;t settle on anything. Fortunately&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;, &lt;/ins&gt;the Musical Society concerts will be starting late, and I&amp;#039;ll still have time to come up with something.  &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;[[Laroche]] has returned and told me in detail about his meetings with you and [[Modya]]. I was with him three days ago in the morning at [[Nikolay Rubinstein|Rubinstein]]&amp;#039;s and with [[Klimenko]] in the evening. They&amp;#039;re living very nicely in the same apartment as [[Jurgenson]].&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;[[Laroche]] has returned and told me in detail about his meetings with you and [[Modya]]. I was with him three days ago in the morning at [[Nikolay Rubinstein|Rubinstein]]&amp;#039;s and with [[Klimenko]] in the evening. They&amp;#039;re living very nicely in the same apartment as [[Jurgenson]].&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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		<author><name>Tony</name></author>
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		<title>Brett: Text replacement - &quot;in the Klin House-Museum Archive&quot; to &quot;in the {{RUS-KLč}} at Klin&quot;</title>
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		<updated>2023-09-23T15:26:47Z</updated>

		<summary type="html">&lt;p&gt;Text replacement - &amp;quot;in the &lt;a href=&quot;/pages/Klin&quot; title=&quot;Klin&quot;&gt;Klin&lt;/a&gt; House-Museum Archive&amp;quot; to &amp;quot;in the {{RUS-KLč}} at &lt;a href=&quot;/pages/Klin&quot; title=&quot;Klin&quot;&gt;Klin&lt;/a&gt;&amp;quot;&lt;/p&gt;
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				&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; style=&quot;background-color: #fff; color: #202122; text-align: center;&quot;&gt;Revision as of 17:26, 23 September 2023&lt;/td&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;==Text and Translation==&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;==Text and Translation==&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Based on a handwritten copy in the [[Klin]] &lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;House-Museum Archive&lt;/del&gt;, which may contain differences in formatting and content from Tchaikovsky&amp;#039;s original letter.  &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Based on a handwritten copy in the &lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;{{RUS-KLč}} at &lt;/ins&gt;[[Klin]], which may contain differences in formatting and content from Tchaikovsky&amp;#039;s original letter.  &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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		<author><name>Brett</name></author>
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		<title>Brett at 22:13, 25 December 2022</title>
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		<updated>2022-12-25T22:13:16Z</updated>

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				&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-lineno&quot; id=&quot;mw-diff-left-l37&quot;&gt;Line 37:&lt;/td&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;My dear young man, I kiss you many times and ask you to write more often. Yesterday I received a letter from [[Modenka]] as well, to which I&amp;#039;ll reply in a few days. (I forgot again. Yesterday I saw Richter at the opera; he also spoke about you.)&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;My dear young man, I kiss you many times and ask you to write more often. Yesterday I received a letter from [[Modenka]] as well, to which I&amp;#039;ll reply in a few days. (I forgot again. Yesterday I saw Richter at the opera; he also spoke about you.)&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Hug [[Papa]] and [[Lizaveta &lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Mikhailovna&lt;/del&gt;]] from me. I&amp;#039;ll be writing to him too.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Hug [[Papa]] and [[Lizaveta &lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Mikhaylovna&lt;/ins&gt;]] from me. I&amp;#039;ll be writing to him too.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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		<author><name>Brett</name></author>
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		<title>Brett at 17:19, 24 December 2022</title>
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Notes=Manuscript copy in [[Klin]] (Russia): {{RUS-KLč}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Notes=Manuscript copy in [[Klin]] (Russia): {{RUS-KLč}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Based on a handwritten copy in the [[Klin]] House-Museum Archive, which may contain differences in formatting and content from Tchaikovsky&amp;#039;s original letter.  &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Based on a handwritten copy in the [[Klin]] House-Museum Archive, which may contain differences in formatting and content from Tchaikovsky&amp;#039;s original letter.  &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;{{Lettertext&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;{{Lettertext&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translator=&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translator=&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Brett Langston&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Original text={{right|10 сентября}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Original text={{right|10 сентября}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Милый Толинька! Благодарю за твоё письмо и извиняюсь, что долго откладывал ответ. И я тебе в кратких, но точных словах расскажу, что со мной было со дня нашей разлуки.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Милый Толинька! Благодарю за твоё письмо и извиняюсь, что долго откладывал ответ. И я тебе в кратких, но точных словах расскажу, что со мной было со дня нашей разлуки.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;В день приезда в Москву (где все были рады мне) я напился пьян на обеде, данном Рубинштейном; как в этом простом факте Москва дала себя почувствовать! Обжорство — слабость москвичей. 1-го сентября был большой ежегодный обед, — опять пьянство (забыл, 30 авг[уста] обедал у Островского). С 2 сентября начались классы; я имею теперь занятий в ней ещё более прежнего. Отвык от классов и в первый урок так сконфузился, что принуждён был минут на 10 уйти, дабы не упасть в обморок. Не помню 2-го или 3-го , встретился с Апухтиным в театре. Он сначала не хотел даже меня узнавать, так был сердит, — но после долгих объяснений, наконец&lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;. &lt;/del&gt;умилостивился. На другой день мы с ним обедали в Английском клубе, и там после обеда с ним сделалось дурно так, что я страшно перепугался, &lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;на &lt;/del&gt;не потерялся, схватил его и потащил с большим трудом в сад, где вскоре он оправился. Должно быть, лишнее скушал что-нибудь. Следующий вечер мы с ним были у Шиловскпх, где он пленил, всех своими рассказами. Затем он два дня пробыл в имении Шаховских, а вчера я с ним свиделся в опере. Это было первое представление нашей итальянской оперы. Давали «Отелло». Пела прелестно Арто и дебютировал очень хороший молодой тенор Станио. После оперы были в клубе и время провели приятно.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;В день приезда в Москву (где все были рады мне) я напился пьян на обеде, данном Рубинштейном; как в этом простом факте Москва дала себя почувствовать! Обжорство — слабость москвичей. 1-го сентября был большой ежегодный обед, — опять пьянство (забыл, 30 авг[уста] обедал у Островского). С 2 сентября начались классы; я имею теперь занятий в ней ещё более прежнего. Отвык от классов и в первый урок так сконфузился, что принуждён был минут на 10 уйти, дабы не упасть в обморок. Не помню 2-го или 3-го , встретился с Апухтиным в театре. Он сначала не хотел даже меня узнавать, так был сердит, — но после долгих объяснений, наконец&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;, &lt;/ins&gt;умилостивился. На другой день мы с ним обедали в Английском клубе, и там после обеда с ним сделалось дурно так, что я страшно перепугался, &lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;но &lt;/ins&gt;не потерялся, схватил его и потащил с большим трудом в сад, где вскоре он оправился. Должно быть, лишнее скушал что-нибудь. Следующий вечер мы с ним были у Шиловскпх, где он пленил, всех своими рассказами. Затем он два дня пробыл в имении Шаховских, а вчера я с ним свиделся в опере. Это было первое представление нашей итальянской оперы. Давали «Отелло». Пела прелестно Арто и дебютировал очень хороший молодой тенор Станио. После оперы были в клубе и время провели приятно.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Вот, кажется, все, достойное интереса за последние полторы недели в моей жизни. Гедеонов был в Москве и велел немедленно приступить к репетициям «Воеводы». Партии уже розданы. Но едва ли он поспеет к октябрю, как того хотел Гедеонов. С итальянцами оно почти невозможно, я думаю, что опера пойдёт не ранее декабря. Нового я ничего не пишу и не могу ни на чем остановиться. К счастью, концерты Музык[ального] общества начнутся поздно, и я ещё успею что-нибудь состряпать.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Вот, кажется, все, достойное интереса за последние полторы недели в моей жизни. Гедеонов был в Москве и велел немедленно приступить к репетициям «Воеводы». Партии уже розданы. Но едва ли он поспеет к октябрю, как того хотел Гедеонов. С итальянцами оно почти невозможно, я думаю, что опера пойдёт не ранее декабря. Нового я ничего не пишу и не могу ни на чем остановиться. К счастью, концерты Музык[ального] общества начнутся поздно, и я ещё успею что-нибудь состряпать.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Обними от меня Папашу и Л[изавету] М(ихайловну]. Ему я тоже напишу.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Обними от меня Папашу и Л[изавету] М(ихайловну]. Ему я тоже напишу.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translated text=&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translated text=&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;{{right|10 September}}&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Dear [[Tolinka]]! Thanks for your letter and I&amp;#039;m sorry for the long delay in replying. I&amp;#039;ll tell you concisely but precisely what has happened to me since the day we parted.&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;On the day of my arrival in [[Moscow]] (where everyone was glad to see me), I got very drunk at a dinner given by [[Nikolay Rubinstein|Rubinstein]]; how [[Moscow]] made itself felt by this simple fact! Binging is a Muscovite weakness. On 1st September there was a grand annual dinner — I was drunk again (I forgot that on 30 August I dined with [[Ostrovsky]]). Classes started on 2 September; I have even more of them now then I had before. I&amp;#039;m so unused to doing classes and in the first lesson I became so flustered that I was forced to leave for 10 minutes, so as not to faint. I don&amp;#039;t remember whether I met [[Apukhtin]] at the theatre on the 2nd or the 3rd. At first he didn&amp;#039;t even want to acknowledge me, he was so angry, but after a long explanation he was eventually placated. The next day we dined together at the English Club, where after dinner he became so ill that I was terribly alarmed, but not without the presence of mind to grab him and drag him with great difficulty into the garden, where he soon recovered. He must have eaten too much of something. The next evening we went to [[Vladimir Shilovsky|Shilovsky]]&amp;#039;s, where he captivated everyone with his stories. Then he went to the Shakovsky estate for a couple of days, but yesterday I saw him at the opera. This was the first performance of our Italian Opera. They did &amp;quot;Othello&amp;quot;. [[Artôt]] sang charmingly, and a very good young tenor Stanio made his debut. After the opera we went to the club and had a pleasant time. &lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;That, I think, is everything worthy of interest in the last week and a half of my life. [[Gedeonov]] was in [[Moscow]] and instructed that rehearsals of &amp;quot;[[The Voyevoda (opera)|The Voyevoda]]&amp;quot; were to begin immediately. The parts have already been allocated. But it&amp;#039;s unlikely to happen in October, as [[Gedeonov]] wanted. Because of the Italians I think that&amp;#039;s almost impossible, and the opera won&amp;#039;t go on before December. I haven&amp;#039;t written anything new and I can&amp;#039;t settle on anything. Fortunately the Musical Society concerts will be starting late, and I&amp;#039;ll still have time to come up with something. &lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;[[Laroche]] has returned and told me in detail about his meetings with you and [[Modya]]. I was with him three days ago in the morning at [[Nikolay Rubinstein|Rubinstein]]&amp;#039;s and with [[Klimenko]] in the evening. They&amp;#039;re living very nicely in the same apartment as [[Jurgenson]].&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;My dear young man, I kiss you many times and ask you to write more often. Yesterday I received a letter from [[Modenka]] as well, to which I&amp;#039;ll reply in a few days. (I forgot again. Yesterday I saw Richter at the opera; he also spoke about you.)&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Hug [[Papa]] and [[Lizaveta Mikhailovna]] from me. I&amp;#039;ll be writing to him too.&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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		<title>Brett at 17:03, 29 March 2020</title>
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|Date=10/22 September 1868 &lt;br /&gt;
|To=[[Anatoly Tchaikovsky]] &lt;br /&gt;
|Place=[[Moscow]] &lt;br /&gt;
|Language=Russian &lt;br /&gt;
|Autograph={{locunknown}} &lt;br /&gt;
|Publication={{bib|1900/35|Жизнь Петра Ильича Чайковского ; том 1}} (1900), p. 297–298 (abridged)&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;{{bib|1940/210|П. И. Чайковский. Письма к родным ; том 1}} (1940), p. 109–110 &amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;{{bib|1955/37|П. И. Чайковский. Письма к близким}} (1955), p. 41–42 &amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;{{bib|1959/50|П. И. Чайковский. Полное собрание сочинений ; том V}} (1959), p. 139–140 &amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;{{bib|1981/81| Piotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky. Letters to his family. An autobiography}} (1981), p. 40 (English translation)&lt;br /&gt;
|Notes=Manuscript copy in [[Klin]] (Russia): {{RUS-KLč}}&lt;br /&gt;
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==Text==&lt;br /&gt;
Based on a handwritten copy in the [[Klin]] House-Museum Archive, which may contain differences in formatting and content from Tchaikovsky&amp;#039;s original letter. &lt;br /&gt;
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|Original text={{right|10 сентября}}&lt;br /&gt;
Милый Толинька! Благодарю за твоё письмо и извиняюсь, что долго откладывал ответ. И я тебе в кратких, но точных словах расскажу, что со мной было со дня нашей разлуки.&lt;br /&gt;
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В день приезда в Москву (где все были рады мне) я напился пьян на обеде, данном Рубинштейном; как в этом простом факте Москва дала себя почувствовать! Обжорство — слабость москвичей. 1-го сентября был большой ежегодный обед, — опять пьянство (забыл, 30 авг[уста] обедал у Островского). С 2 сентября начались классы; я имею теперь занятий в ней ещё более прежнего. Отвык от классов и в первый урок так сконфузился, что принуждён был минут на 10 уйти, дабы не упасть в обморок. Не помню 2-го или 3-го , встретился с Апухтиным в театре. Он сначала не хотел даже меня узнавать, так был сердит, — но после долгих объяснений, наконец. умилостивился. На другой день мы с ним обедали в Английском клубе, и там после обеда с ним сделалось дурно так, что я страшно перепугался, на не потерялся, схватил его и потащил с большим трудом в сад, где вскоре он оправился. Должно быть, лишнее скушал что-нибудь. Следующий вечер мы с ним были у Шиловскпх, где он пленил, всех своими рассказами. Затем он два дня пробыл в имении Шаховских, а вчера я с ним свиделся в опере. Это было первое представление нашей итальянской оперы. Давали «Отелло». Пела прелестно Арто и дебютировал очень хороший молодой тенор Станио. После оперы были в клубе и время провели приятно.&lt;br /&gt;
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Вот, кажется, все, достойное интереса за последние полторы недели в моей жизни. Гедеонов был в Москве и велел немедленно приступить к репетициям «Воеводы». Партии уже розданы. Но едва ли он поспеет к октябрю, как того хотел Гедеонов. С итальянцами оно почти невозможно, я думаю, что опера пойдёт не ранее декабря. Нового я ничего не пишу и не могу ни на чем остановиться. К счастью, концерты Музык[ального] общества начнутся поздно, и я ещё успею что-нибудь состряпать.&lt;br /&gt;
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Ларош воротился и говорил мне подробно о своих свиданиях с тобой и Модей. Третьего дни я был у него утром с Рубинштейном и вечером с Клименко. Они живут очень мило на одной квартире с Юргенсоном.&lt;br /&gt;
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Милый мой мальчик, целую тебя множество раз и прошу писать почаще. Вчера получил письмо и от Моденьки, которому отвечу на днях. (Опять забыл. Вчера в опере видел Рихтера; он тоже говорил про Вас.)&lt;br /&gt;
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Обними от меня Папашу и Л[изавету] М(ихайловну]. Ему я тоже напишу.&lt;br /&gt;
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