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		<title>Tony: &quot;your&quot; to &quot;you&quot; due to context / &quot;they&#039;re Italy&quot; to &quot;they&#039;re in Italy&quot;</title>
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		<updated>2025-01-07T13:48:19Z</updated>

		<summary type="html">&lt;p&gt;&amp;quot;your&amp;quot; to &amp;quot;you&amp;quot; due to context / &amp;quot;they&amp;#039;re Italy&amp;quot; to &amp;quot;they&amp;#039;re in Italy&amp;quot;&lt;/p&gt;
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				&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; style=&quot;background-color: #fff; color: #202122; text-align: center;&quot;&gt;Revision as of 15:48, 7 January 2025&lt;/td&gt;
				&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-lineno&quot; id=&quot;mw-diff-left-l18&quot;&gt;Line 18:&lt;/td&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translated text={{right|&amp;#039;&amp;#039;7 February 1884&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Berlin]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039;}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translated text={{right|&amp;#039;&amp;#039;7 February 1884&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Berlin]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039;}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;How tedious this journey is, and how much it&amp;#039;s exhausted me. My mood was very miserable, particularly on the first day. I felt sorry for everyone whom I had to leave behind, and the solitude rather frightened me, then on the last day I started fretting and and worrying about &amp;quot;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Mazepa]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;quot; in [[Petersburg]]. Your dispatch was a &amp;#039;&amp;#039;godsend&amp;#039;&amp;#039;; it was already waiting for me when I arrived. All this morning I couldn&amp;#039;t make my mind up about where to go, but I finally decided in favour of [[Paris]]; I want to find out if [[Nikolay von Meck|Kolya]] and [[Anna von Meck|Anna Meck]] are there, and if they&amp;#039;re Italy, then go to them there, because I feel that in my present state I can&amp;#039;t be completely alone. The sensation of being &amp;#039;&amp;#039;abroad&amp;#039;&amp;#039; is weaker this time than ever. Oh, if only &lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;your &lt;/del&gt;or &amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Alyosha]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039; were with me! I want to go by sea from [[Naples]] to [[Odessa]] and [[Kamenka]]; in May, I&amp;#039;m going to [[Moscow]] and to see you &lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;to &lt;/del&gt;[[Petersburg]]. But we&amp;#039;ll see! Write to the Richepanse in &amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Paris]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039;.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;How tedious this journey is, and how much it&amp;#039;s exhausted me. My mood was very miserable, particularly on the first day. I felt sorry for everyone whom I had to leave behind, and the solitude rather frightened me, then on the last day I started fretting and and worrying about &amp;quot;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Mazepa]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;quot; in [[Petersburg]]. Your dispatch was a &amp;#039;&amp;#039;godsend&amp;#039;&amp;#039;; it was already waiting for me when I arrived. All this morning I couldn&amp;#039;t make my mind up about where to go, but I finally decided in favour of [[Paris]]; I want to find out if [[Nikolay von Meck|Kolya]] and [[Anna von Meck|Anna Meck]] are there, and if they&amp;#039;re &lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;in &lt;/ins&gt;Italy, then go to them there, because I feel that in my present state I can&amp;#039;t be completely alone. The sensation of being &amp;#039;&amp;#039;abroad&amp;#039;&amp;#039; is weaker this time than ever. Oh, if only &lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;you &lt;/ins&gt;or &amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Alyosha]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039; were with me! I want to go by sea from [[Naples]] to [[Odessa]] and [[Kamenka]]; in May, I&amp;#039;m going to [[Moscow]] and to see you &lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;in &lt;/ins&gt;[[Petersburg]]. But we&amp;#039;ll see! Write to the Richepanse in &amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Paris]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039;.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;I kiss and hug you with all my heart.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;I kiss and hug you with all my heart.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;{{right|Yours, P. Tchaikovsky}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;{{right|Yours, P. Tchaikovsky}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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		<author><name>Tony</name></author>
	</entry>
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		<title>Brett at 20:10, 18 February 2024</title>
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		<updated>2024-02-18T20:10:05Z</updated>

		<summary type="html">&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translated text={{right|&amp;#039;&amp;#039;7 February 1884&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Berlin]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039;}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translated text={{right|&amp;#039;&amp;#039;7 February 1884&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Berlin]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039;}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;How tedious this journey is, and how much it&amp;#039;s exhausted me. My mood was very miserable, particularly on the first day. I felt sorry for everyone whom I had to leave behind, and the solitude rather frightened me, then on the last day I started fretting and and worrying about &amp;quot;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Mazepa]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;quot; in [[Petersburg]]. Your dispatch was a &amp;#039;&amp;#039;godsend&amp;#039;&amp;#039;; it was already waiting for me when I arrived. All this morning I couldn&amp;#039;t make my mind up about where to go, but I finally decided in favour of [[Paris]]; I want to find out if [[Nikolay von Meck|Kolya]] and [[Anna von Meck|Anna Meck]] are there, and if they&amp;#039;re Italy, then go to them there, because I feel that in my present state I can&amp;#039;t be completely alone. The sensation of being &amp;#039;&amp;#039;abroad&amp;#039;&amp;#039; is weaker this time than ever. Oh, if only your or &amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Alyosha]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039; were with me! I want to go by sea from [[Naples]] to [[Odessa]] and [[&lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Kamena&lt;/del&gt;]]; in May, I&amp;#039;m going to [[Moscow]] and to see you to [[Petersburg]]. But we&amp;#039;ll see! Write to the Richepanse in &amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Paris]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039;.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;How tedious this journey is, and how much it&amp;#039;s exhausted me. My mood was very miserable, particularly on the first day. I felt sorry for everyone whom I had to leave behind, and the solitude rather frightened me, then on the last day I started fretting and and worrying about &amp;quot;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Mazepa]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;quot; in [[Petersburg]]. Your dispatch was a &amp;#039;&amp;#039;godsend&amp;#039;&amp;#039;; it was already waiting for me when I arrived. All this morning I couldn&amp;#039;t make my mind up about where to go, but I finally decided in favour of [[Paris]]; I want to find out if [[Nikolay von Meck|Kolya]] and [[Anna von Meck|Anna Meck]] are there, and if they&amp;#039;re Italy, then go to them there, because I feel that in my present state I can&amp;#039;t be completely alone. The sensation of being &amp;#039;&amp;#039;abroad&amp;#039;&amp;#039; is weaker this time than ever. Oh, if only your or &amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Alyosha]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039; were with me! I want to go by sea from [[Naples]] to [[Odessa]] and [[&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Kamenka&lt;/ins&gt;]]; in May, I&amp;#039;m going to [[Moscow]] and to see you to [[Petersburg]]. But we&amp;#039;ll see! Write to the Richepanse in &amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Paris]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039;.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;I kiss and hug you with all my heart.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;I kiss and hug you with all my heart.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;{{right|Yours, P. Tchaikovsky}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;{{right|Yours, P. Tchaikovsky}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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		<author><name>Brett</name></author>
	</entry>
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		<title>Brett at 19:24, 18 February 2024</title>
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		<updated>2024-02-18T19:24:36Z</updated>

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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Publication={{bib|1955/37|П. И. Чайковский. Письма к близким}} (1955), p. 303&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;{{bib|1970/86|П. И. Чайковский. Полное собрание сочинений ; том XII}} (1970), p. 310–311&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;{{bib|1981/81|Piotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky. Letters to his family. An autobiography}} (1981), p. 298–299 (English translation; abridged)&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Publication={{bib|1955/37|П. И. Чайковский. Письма к близким}} (1955), p. 303&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;{{bib|1970/86|П. И. Чайковский. Полное собрание сочинений ; том XII}} (1970), p. 310–311&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;{{bib|1981/81|Piotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky. Letters to his family. An autobiography}} (1981), p. 298–299 (English translation; abridged)&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Original text={{right|&amp;#039;&amp;#039;7 ф[евраля] 1884&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Берлин&amp;#039;&amp;#039;}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Original text={{right|&amp;#039;&amp;#039;7 ф[евраля] 1884&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Берлин&amp;#039;&amp;#039;}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Какая скучная эта дорога, и как она меня утомила. Состояние духа было очень грустное, особенно в первый день. Жаль было всех, с кем пришлось расстаться, и одиночество несколько пугало меня, а в последний день начались страхи и беспокойство за «&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Мазепу&amp;#039;&amp;#039;» &lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;В &lt;/del&gt;Петербурге. Твоя депеша была &amp;#039;&amp;#039;сущим благодеянием&amp;#039;&amp;#039;; когда я приехал, она уже ожидала меня. Сегодня всё утро был в нерешимости, куда ехать, н, наконец, решил в пользу Парижа&lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;, &lt;/del&gt;хочу там разузнать, где Коля и Анна Мекки, и если они в Италии, то ехать туда, где они, ибо чувствую, что при теперешнем состоянии вполне одинок быть не могу. Ощущение &amp;#039;&amp;#039;заграничности&amp;#039;&amp;#039; на этот раз слабее, чем когда-либо. Ах, если бы ты или &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Алёша&amp;#039;&amp;#039; были co мной! Мне хочется из Неаполя поехать морем в Одессу и Каменку; в мае съездить в Москву и за вами в Петербург. А впрочем увидим! Пиши в &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Париж&amp;#039;&amp;#039; в Richepanse.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Какая скучная эта дорога, и как она меня утомила. Состояние духа было очень грустное, особенно в первый день. Жаль было всех, с кем пришлось расстаться, и одиночество несколько пугало меня, а в последний день начались страхи и беспокойство за «&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Мазепу&amp;#039;&amp;#039;» &lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;в &lt;/ins&gt;Петербурге. Твоя депеша была &amp;#039;&amp;#039;сущим благодеянием&amp;#039;&amp;#039;; когда я приехал, она уже ожидала меня. Сегодня всё утро был в нерешимости, куда ехать, н, наконец, решил в пользу Парижа&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;; &lt;/ins&gt;хочу там разузнать, где Коля и Анна Мекки, и если они в Италии, то ехать туда, где они, ибо чувствую, что при теперешнем состоянии вполне одинок быть не могу. Ощущение &amp;#039;&amp;#039;заграничности&amp;#039;&amp;#039; на этот раз слабее, чем когда-либо. Ах, если бы ты или &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Алёша&amp;#039;&amp;#039; были co мной! Мне хочется из Неаполя поехать морем в Одессу и Каменку; в мае съездить в Москву и за вами в Петербург. А впрочем увидим! Пиши в &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Париж&amp;#039;&amp;#039; в Richepanse.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Целую и обнимаю тебя от всей души.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Целую и обнимаю тебя от всей души.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;{{right|Твой, П. Чайковский}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;{{right|Твой, П. Чайковский}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translated text=&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translated text=&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;{{right|&amp;#039;&amp;#039;7 February 1884&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Berlin]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039;}}&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;How tedious this journey is, and how much it&amp;#039;s exhausted me. My mood was very miserable, particularly on the first day. I felt sorry for everyone whom I had to leave behind, and the solitude rather frightened me, then on the last day I started fretting and and worrying about &amp;quot;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Mazepa]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;quot; in [[Petersburg]]. Your dispatch was a &amp;#039;&amp;#039;godsend&amp;#039;&amp;#039;; it was already waiting for me when I arrived. All this morning I couldn&amp;#039;t make my mind up about where to go, but I finally decided in favour of [[Paris]]; I want to find out if [[Nikolay von Meck|Kolya]] and [[Anna von Meck|Anna Meck]] are there, and if they&amp;#039;re Italy, then go to them there, because I feel that in my present state I can&amp;#039;t be completely alone. The sensation of being &amp;#039;&amp;#039;abroad&amp;#039;&amp;#039; is weaker this time than ever. Oh, if only your or &amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Alyosha]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039; were with me! I want to go by sea from [[Naples]] to [[Odessa]] and [[Kamena]]; in May, I&amp;#039;m going to [[Moscow]] and to see you to [[Petersburg]]. But we&amp;#039;ll see! Write to the Richepanse in &amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Paris]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039;.&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;I kiss and hug you with all my heart.&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;{{right|Yours, P. Tchaikovsky}}&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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|Date=7/19 February 1884&lt;br /&gt;
|To=[[Modest Tchaikovsky]]&lt;br /&gt;
|Place=[[Berlin]]&lt;br /&gt;
|Language=Russian&lt;br /&gt;
|Autograph=[[Klin]] (Russia): {{RUS-KLč}} (a{{sup|3}}, No. 1730)&lt;br /&gt;
|Publication={{bib|1955/37|П. И. Чайковский. Письма к близким}} (1955), p. 303&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;{{bib|1970/86|П. И. Чайковский. Полное собрание сочинений ; том XII}} (1970), p. 310–311&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;{{bib|1981/81|Piotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky. Letters to his family. An autobiography}} (1981), p. 298–299 (English translation; abridged)&lt;br /&gt;
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Какая скучная эта дорога, и как она меня утомила. Состояние духа было очень грустное, особенно в первый день. Жаль было всех, с кем пришлось расстаться, и одиночество несколько пугало меня, а в последний день начались страхи и беспокойство за «&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Мазепу&amp;#039;&amp;#039;» В Петербурге. Твоя депеша была &amp;#039;&amp;#039;сущим благодеянием&amp;#039;&amp;#039;; когда я приехал, она уже ожидала меня. Сегодня всё утро был в нерешимости, куда ехать, н, наконец, решил в пользу Парижа, хочу там разузнать, где Коля и Анна Мекки, и если они в Италии, то ехать туда, где они, ибо чувствую, что при теперешнем состоянии вполне одинок быть не могу. Ощущение &amp;#039;&amp;#039;заграничности&amp;#039;&amp;#039; на этот раз слабее, чем когда-либо. Ах, если бы ты или &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Алёша&amp;#039;&amp;#039; были co мной! Мне хочется из Неаполя поехать морем в Одессу и Каменку; в мае съездить в Москву и за вами в Петербург. А впрочем увидим! Пиши в &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Париж&amp;#039;&amp;#039; в Richepanse.&lt;br /&gt;
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Целую и обнимаю тебя от всей души.&lt;br /&gt;
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		<author><name>Brett</name></author>
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