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		<title>Tony at 10:53, 3 February 2025</title>
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;[[Modichka]]! I&amp;#039;m living out my last days in [[Tiflis]]. Were it not for the visits and society life in general (for example, I&amp;#039;m participating in the Goncharovs&amp;#039; production as an accompanist, and now go there every day), then this month would have been one of the happiest of my life. I don&amp;#039;t think I&amp;#039;ve written to you yet about the festivities organised in my honour on the 19th. It was very formal. At 8 o&amp;#039;clock, [[Panya]] and I entered the director&amp;#039;s box, decorated with flowers and leaves. The whole theatre rose to its feet, and after prolonged applause, the presentation of a silver wreath and a host of others commenced with a speech given by a deputy from the Musical Society. Whereupon a concert of my works began. The calls were endless, and I&amp;#039;d never experienced the like of this in my life. After the concert there was a supper with speeches. It was an extremely tiring evening, but pleasant to remember.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;[[Modichka]]! I&amp;#039;m living out my last days in [[Tiflis]]. Were it not for the visits and society life in general (for example, I&amp;#039;m participating in the Goncharovs&amp;#039; production as an accompanist, and now go there every day), then this month would have been one of the happiest of my life. I don&amp;#039;t think I&amp;#039;ve written to you yet about the festivities organised in my honour on the 19th. It was very formal. At 8 o&amp;#039;clock, [[Panya]] and I entered the director&amp;#039;s box, decorated with flowers and leaves. The whole theatre rose to its feet, and after prolonged applause, the presentation of a silver wreath and a host of others commenced with a speech given by a deputy from the Musical Society. Whereupon a concert of my works began. The calls were endless, and I&amp;#039;d never experienced the like of this in my life. After the concert there was a supper with speeches. It was an extremely tiring evening, but pleasant to remember.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;I&amp;#039;m leaving in 3 days. Due to cholera in Italy, the &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Messageries maritimes&amp;#039;&amp;#039; ships are not calling at [[Naples]] now, and my plan of visiting Italy will not happen. You have to go from [[Constantinople]] directly to [[Marseilles]]. This is particularly unpleasant, because I don&amp;#039;t know what address to give out now&lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;? &lt;/del&gt;I still don&amp;#039;t know whether I&amp;#039;ll manage to make it to [[Vichy]] or not. In all likelihood, I&amp;#039;ll go straight from [[Marseilles]] to [[Paris]], and so I&amp;#039;ll ask you to address your letters to me at the &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Hôtel Richepanse&amp;#039;&amp;#039;. If I decide to visit [[Vichy]] before [[Paris]], I&amp;#039;ll write to Madame Beliard so that she can forward letters there.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;I&amp;#039;m leaving in 3 days. Due to cholera in Italy, the &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Messageries maritimes&amp;#039;&amp;#039; ships are not calling at [[Naples]] now, and my plan of visiting Italy will not happen. You have to go from [[Constantinople]] directly to [[Marseilles]]. This is particularly unpleasant, because I don&amp;#039;t know what address to give out now&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;. &lt;/ins&gt;I still don&amp;#039;t know whether I&amp;#039;ll manage to make it to [[Vichy]] or not. In all likelihood, I&amp;#039;ll go straight from [[Marseilles]] to [[Paris]], and so I&amp;#039;ll ask you to address your letters to me at the &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Hôtel Richepanse&amp;#039;&amp;#039;. If I decide to visit [[Vichy]] before [[Paris]], I&amp;#039;ll write to Madame Beliard so that she can forward letters there.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Yesterday [[Panya]] upset me so much that I&amp;#039;m almost in tears now&lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;, &lt;/del&gt;recalling this scene. At lunch, she started talking about my forthcoming imminent departure, and suddenly burst into tears so unexpectedly and touchingly that I almost burst into tears myself. Oh Lord! Life is all about parting ways with someone and suffering from the horrible feeling of not knowing what will happen after the separation. I&amp;#039;m already sad to be leaving here, but now my stomach hurts from morning to night at the thought of going. And the not knowing is so unpleasant. I&amp;#039;ve been twice to the opera here. The staging and performance are more than decent. &amp;quot;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Mazepa]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;quot; was scheduled for my birthday. That morning I gave a lunch for all the distinguished representatives of the Musical Society. How many new friends I have here! Amongst others, there&amp;#039;s a certain agreeable officer &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Verinovsky&amp;#039;&amp;#039;, whose brief acquaintance feels as if I&amp;#039;d known him my whole life. Kolya Peresleni was binging a lot during the holidays. Now he&amp;#039;s settled down again and working industriously. He and [[Panya]] (who has a deep voice, but carries herself nicely on stage), and [[Tolya]] are taking part in the Goncharovs&amp;#039; production (&amp;quot;Evening in Sorrento&amp;quot;), for which I&amp;#039;m the accompanist. Farewell, golubchik. Will I now be receiving a letter from you sometime? Keep well.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Yesterday [[Panya]] upset me so much that I&amp;#039;m almost in tears now recalling this scene. At lunch, she started talking about my forthcoming imminent departure, and suddenly burst into tears so unexpectedly and touchingly that I almost burst into tears myself. Oh Lord! Life is all about parting ways with someone and suffering from the horrible feeling of not knowing what will happen after the separation. I&amp;#039;m already sad to be leaving here, but now my stomach hurts from morning to night at the thought of going. And the not knowing is so unpleasant. I&amp;#039;ve been twice to the opera here. The staging and performance are more than decent. &amp;quot;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Mazepa]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;quot; was scheduled for my birthday. That morning&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;, &lt;/ins&gt;I gave a lunch for all the distinguished representatives of the Musical Society. How many new friends I have here! Amongst others, there&amp;#039;s a certain agreeable officer &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Verinovsky&amp;#039;&amp;#039;, whose brief acquaintance feels as if I&amp;#039;d known him my whole life. Kolya Peresleni was binging a lot during the holidays. Now he&amp;#039;s settled down again and working industriously. He and [[Panya]] (who has a deep voice, but carries herself nicely on stage), and [[Tolya]] are taking part in the Goncharovs&amp;#039; production (&amp;quot;Evening in Sorrento&amp;quot;), for which I&amp;#039;m the accompanist. Farewell, golubchik. Will I now be receiving a letter from you sometime? Keep well.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;I kiss [[Nikolay Konradi|Kolya]] and everyone.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;I kiss [[Nikolay Konradi|Kolya]] and everyone.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;{{right|Yours, P. Tchaikovsky}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;{{right|Yours, P. Tchaikovsky}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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		<author><name>Tony</name></author>
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		<title>Brett: Text replacement - &quot; sympathetic &quot; to &quot; agreeable &quot;</title>
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		<updated>2024-07-18T19:19:46Z</updated>

		<summary type="html">&lt;p&gt;Text replacement - &amp;quot; sympathetic &amp;quot; to &amp;quot; agreeable &amp;quot;&lt;/p&gt;
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				&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-lineno&quot; id=&quot;mw-diff-left-l26&quot;&gt;Line 26:&lt;/td&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;I&amp;#039;m leaving in 3 days. Due to cholera in Italy, the &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Messageries maritimes&amp;#039;&amp;#039; ships are not calling at [[Naples]] now, and my plan of visiting Italy will not happen. You have to go from [[Constantinople]] directly to [[Marseilles]]. This is particularly unpleasant, because I don&amp;#039;t know what address to give out now? I still don&amp;#039;t know whether I&amp;#039;ll manage to make it to [[Vichy]] or not. In all likelihood, I&amp;#039;ll go straight from [[Marseilles]] to [[Paris]], and so I&amp;#039;ll ask you to address your letters to me at the &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Hôtel Richepanse&amp;#039;&amp;#039;. If I decide to visit [[Vichy]] before [[Paris]], I&amp;#039;ll write to Madame Beliard so that she can forward letters there.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;I&amp;#039;m leaving in 3 days. Due to cholera in Italy, the &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Messageries maritimes&amp;#039;&amp;#039; ships are not calling at [[Naples]] now, and my plan of visiting Italy will not happen. You have to go from [[Constantinople]] directly to [[Marseilles]]. This is particularly unpleasant, because I don&amp;#039;t know what address to give out now? I still don&amp;#039;t know whether I&amp;#039;ll manage to make it to [[Vichy]] or not. In all likelihood, I&amp;#039;ll go straight from [[Marseilles]] to [[Paris]], and so I&amp;#039;ll ask you to address your letters to me at the &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Hôtel Richepanse&amp;#039;&amp;#039;. If I decide to visit [[Vichy]] before [[Paris]], I&amp;#039;ll write to Madame Beliard so that she can forward letters there.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Yesterday [[Panya]] upset me so much that I&amp;#039;m almost in tears now, recalling this scene. At lunch, she started talking about my forthcoming imminent departure, and suddenly burst into tears so unexpectedly and touchingly that I almost burst into tears myself. Oh Lord! Life is all about parting ways with someone and suffering from the horrible feeling of not knowing what will happen after the separation. I&amp;#039;m already sad to be leaving here, but now my stomach hurts from morning to night at the thought of going. And the not knowing is so unpleasant. I&amp;#039;ve been twice to the opera here. The staging and performance are more than decent. &amp;quot;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Mazepa]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;quot; was scheduled for my birthday. That morning I gave a lunch for all the distinguished representatives of the Musical Society. How many new friends I have here! Amongst others, there&amp;#039;s a certain &lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;sympathetic &lt;/del&gt;officer &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Verinovsky&amp;#039;&amp;#039;, whose brief acquaintance feels as if I&amp;#039;d known him my whole life. Kolya Peresleni was binging a lot during the holidays. Now he&amp;#039;s settled down again and working industriously. He and [[Panya]] (who has a deep voice, but carries herself nicely on stage), and [[Tolya]] are taking part in the Goncharovs&amp;#039; production (&amp;quot;Evening in Sorrento&amp;quot;), for which I&amp;#039;m the accompanist. Farewell, golubchik. Will I now be receiving a letter from you sometime? Keep well.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Yesterday [[Panya]] upset me so much that I&amp;#039;m almost in tears now, recalling this scene. At lunch, she started talking about my forthcoming imminent departure, and suddenly burst into tears so unexpectedly and touchingly that I almost burst into tears myself. Oh Lord! Life is all about parting ways with someone and suffering from the horrible feeling of not knowing what will happen after the separation. I&amp;#039;m already sad to be leaving here, but now my stomach hurts from morning to night at the thought of going. And the not knowing is so unpleasant. I&amp;#039;ve been twice to the opera here. The staging and performance are more than decent. &amp;quot;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Mazepa]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;quot; was scheduled for my birthday. That morning I gave a lunch for all the distinguished representatives of the Musical Society. How many new friends I have here! Amongst others, there&amp;#039;s a certain &lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;agreeable &lt;/ins&gt;officer &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Verinovsky&amp;#039;&amp;#039;, whose brief acquaintance feels as if I&amp;#039;d known him my whole life. Kolya Peresleni was binging a lot during the holidays. Now he&amp;#039;s settled down again and working industriously. He and [[Panya]] (who has a deep voice, but carries herself nicely on stage), and [[Tolya]] are taking part in the Goncharovs&amp;#039; production (&amp;quot;Evening in Sorrento&amp;quot;), for which I&amp;#039;m the accompanist. Farewell, golubchik. Will I now be receiving a letter from you sometime? Keep well.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;I kiss [[Nikolay Konradi|Kolya]] and everyone.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;I kiss [[Nikolay Konradi|Kolya]] and everyone.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;{{right|Yours, P. Tchaikovsky}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;{{right|Yours, P. Tchaikovsky}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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		<author><name>Brett</name></author>
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Original text={{right|1886. &amp;#039;&amp;#039;23 апр[еля]&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Тифлис&amp;#039;&amp;#039;}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Original text={{right|1886. &amp;#039;&amp;#039;23 апр[еля]&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Тифлис&amp;#039;&amp;#039;}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Модичка! Доживаю последние дни в Тифлисе. Если бы не визиты и вообще не светская жизнь (напр[имер], я участвую &lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Б &lt;/del&gt;спектакле у Гончаровых в качестве аккомпаниатора и бываю там теперь ежедневно), то этот месяц был бы одним из счастливейших в моей жизни. Кажется, я ещё не писал тебе про торжество, устроенное в мою честь 19-го числа. Это было очень торжественно. В 8 часов я с Паней вошёл в убранную цветами и листьями директорскую ложу. Весь театр встал, и после долгих рукоплесканий началось подношение серебряного венка и массы других, причём говорилась депутатом от Музыкального общества речь. Засим начался концерт из моих сочинений. Вызовы были бесконечны, и ничего подобного я ещё в жизни своей не испытал. После концерта ужин по подписке с речами. Крайне утомительный вечер, но вспоминать о нем приятно.  &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Модичка! Доживаю последние дни в Тифлисе. Если бы не визиты и вообще не светская жизнь (напр[имер], я участвую &lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;в &lt;/ins&gt;спектакле у Гончаровых в качестве аккомпаниатора и бываю там теперь ежедневно), то этот месяц был бы одним из счастливейших в моей жизни. Кажется, я ещё не писал тебе про торжество, устроенное в мою честь 19-го числа. Это было очень торжественно. В 8 часов я с Паней вошёл в убранную цветами и листьями директорскую ложу. Весь театр встал, и после долгих рукоплесканий началось подношение серебряного венка и массы других, причём говорилась депутатом от Музыкального общества речь. Засим начался концерт из моих сочинений. Вызовы были бесконечны, и ничего подобного я ещё в жизни своей не испытал. После концерта ужин по подписке с речами. Крайне утомительный вечер, но вспоминать о нем приятно.  &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Через 3 дни я уезжаю. Вследствие холеры в Италии, пароходы &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Messageries maritimes&amp;#039;&amp;#039; теперь в Неаполь не заходят и мой план посетить Италию не осуществится. Придётся ехать из Константинополя прямо в &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Марсель&amp;#039;&amp;#039;. Неприятно это в особенности потому, что я не знаю, куда давать теперь свой адрес? Я до сих пор не знаю, успею ли я съездить в Виши или нет? Вероятнее всего, что из Марселя я проеду прямо в Париж, и потому прошу тебя адресовать мне письма в &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Hôtel Richepanse&amp;#039;&amp;#039;. Если я и решусь до Парижа побывать в Виши, то напишу M[ada]m[e] Belard, чтобы письма она туда переслала.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Через 3 дни я уезжаю. Вследствие холеры в Италии, пароходы &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Messageries maritimes&amp;#039;&amp;#039; теперь в Неаполь не заходят и мой план посетить Италию не осуществится. Придётся ехать из Константинополя прямо в &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Марсель&amp;#039;&amp;#039;. Неприятно это в особенности потому, что я не знаю, куда давать теперь свой адрес? Я до сих пор не знаю, успею ли я съездить в Виши или нет? Вероятнее всего, что из Марселя я проеду прямо в Париж, и потому прошу тебя адресовать мне письма в &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Hôtel Richepanse&amp;#039;&amp;#039;. Если я и решусь до Парижа побывать в Виши, то напишу M[ada]m[e] Belard, чтобы письма она туда переслала.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translated text=&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translated text=&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;{{right|1886. &amp;#039;&amp;#039;23 April&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Tiflis]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039;}}&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;[[Modichka]]! I&amp;#039;m living out my last days in [[Tiflis]]. Were it not for the visits and society life in general (for example, I&amp;#039;m participating in the Goncharovs&amp;#039; production as an accompanist, and now go there every day), then this month would have been one of the happiest of my life. I don&amp;#039;t think I&amp;#039;ve written to you yet about the festivities organised in my honour on the 19th. It was very formal. At 8 o&amp;#039;clock, [[Panya]] and I entered the director&amp;#039;s box, decorated with flowers and leaves. The whole theatre rose to its feet, and after prolonged applause, the presentation of a silver wreath and a host of others commenced with a speech given by a deputy from the Musical Society. Whereupon a concert of my works began. The calls were endless, and I&amp;#039;d never experienced the like of this in my life. After the concert there was a supper with speeches. It was an extremely tiring evening, but pleasant to remember.&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;I&amp;#039;m leaving in 3 days. Due to cholera in Italy, the &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Messageries maritimes&amp;#039;&amp;#039; ships are not calling at [[Naples]] now, and my plan of visiting Italy will not happen. You have to go from [[Constantinople]] directly to [[Marseilles]]. This is particularly unpleasant, because I don&amp;#039;t know what address to give out now? I still don&amp;#039;t know whether I&amp;#039;ll manage to make it to [[Vichy]] or not. In all likelihood, I&amp;#039;ll go straight from [[Marseilles]] to [[Paris]], and so I&amp;#039;ll ask you to address your letters to me at the &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Hôtel Richepanse&amp;#039;&amp;#039;. If I decide to visit [[Vichy]] before [[Paris]], I&amp;#039;ll write to Madame Beliard so that she can forward letters there.&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Yesterday [[Panya]] upset me so much that I&amp;#039;m almost in tears now, recalling this scene. At lunch, she started talking about my forthcoming imminent departure, and suddenly burst into tears so unexpectedly and touchingly that I almost burst into tears myself. Oh Lord! Life is all about parting ways with someone and suffering from the horrible feeling of not knowing what will happen after the separation. I&amp;#039;m already sad to be leaving here, but now my stomach hurts from morning to night at the thought of going. And the not knowing is so unpleasant. I&amp;#039;ve been twice to the opera here. The staging and performance are more than decent. &amp;quot;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Mazepa]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;quot; was scheduled for my birthday. That morning I gave a lunch for all the distinguished representatives of the Musical Society. How many new friends I have here! Amongst others, there&amp;#039;s a certain sympathetic officer &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Verinovsky&amp;#039;&amp;#039;, whose brief acquaintance feels as if I&amp;#039;d known him my whole life. Kolya Peresleni was binging a lot during the holidays. Now he&amp;#039;s settled down again and working industriously. He and [[Panya]] (who has a deep voice, but carries herself nicely on stage), and [[Tolya]] are taking part in the Goncharovs&amp;#039; production (&amp;quot;Evening in Sorrento&amp;quot;), for which I&amp;#039;m the accompanist. Farewell, golubchik. Will I now be receiving a letter from you sometime? Keep well.&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;I kiss [[Nikolay Konradi|Kolya]] and everyone.&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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|Date=23 April/5 May 1886&lt;br /&gt;
|To=[[Modest Tchaikovsky]]&lt;br /&gt;
|Place=[[Tiflis]]&lt;br /&gt;
|Language=Russian&lt;br /&gt;
|Autograph=[[Klin]] (Russia): {{RUS-KLč}} (a{{sup|3}}, No. 1805)&lt;br /&gt;
|Publication={{bib|1902/25|Жизнь Петра Ильича Чайковского ; том 3}} (1902), p. 103 (abridged)&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;{{bib|1955/37|П. И. Чайковский. Письма к близким}} (1955), p. 352–353&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;{{bib|1971/89|П. И. Чайковский. Полное собрание сочинений ; том XIII}} (1971), p. 326–327&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;{{bib|1981/81|Piotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky. Letters to his family. An autobiography}} (1981), p. 349–350 (English translation; abridged)&lt;br /&gt;
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|Original text={{right|1886. &amp;#039;&amp;#039;23 апр[еля]&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Тифлис&amp;#039;&amp;#039;}}&lt;br /&gt;
Модичка! Доживаю последние дни в Тифлисе. Если бы не визиты и вообще не светская жизнь (напр[имер], я участвую Б спектакле у Гончаровых в качестве аккомпаниатора и бываю там теперь ежедневно), то этот месяц был бы одним из счастливейших в моей жизни. Кажется, я ещё не писал тебе про торжество, устроенное в мою честь 19-го числа. Это было очень торжественно. В 8 часов я с Паней вошёл в убранную цветами и листьями директорскую ложу. Весь театр встал, и после долгих рукоплесканий началось подношение серебряного венка и массы других, причём говорилась депутатом от Музыкального общества речь. Засим начался концерт из моих сочинений. Вызовы были бесконечны, и ничего подобного я ещё в жизни своей не испытал. После концерта ужин по подписке с речами. Крайне утомительный вечер, но вспоминать о нем приятно. &lt;br /&gt;
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Через 3 дни я уезжаю. Вследствие холеры в Италии, пароходы &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Messageries maritimes&amp;#039;&amp;#039; теперь в Неаполь не заходят и мой план посетить Италию не осуществится. Придётся ехать из Константинополя прямо в &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Марсель&amp;#039;&amp;#039;. Неприятно это в особенности потому, что я не знаю, куда давать теперь свой адрес? Я до сих пор не знаю, успею ли я съездить в Виши или нет? Вероятнее всего, что из Марселя я проеду прямо в Париж, и потому прошу тебя адресовать мне письма в &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Hôtel Richepanse&amp;#039;&amp;#039;. Если я и решусь до Парижа побывать в Виши, то напишу M[ada]m[e] Belard, чтобы письма она туда переслала.&lt;br /&gt;
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Вчера Паня меня растрогала до того, что я и теперь чуть не плачу, вспоминая эту сцену. За завтраком она начала говорить про предстоящий скорый отъезд и вдруг расплакалась так неожиданно и трогательно, что я и сам чуть не залился слезами. Ах господи! Всю жизнь с кем-нибудь расстаёшься и страдаешь от жуткого чувства неизвестности, что будет после разлуки. Мне и без того грустно отсюда уезжать, а теперь с утра до ночи у меня болит живот при мысли об отъезде. И неизвестность эта так неприятна. Был я здесь два раза в опере. Обстановка и исполнение более чем приличны. В день моего рождения назначен «&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Мазепа&amp;#039;&amp;#039;». Утром в этот день я даю завтрак всем выдающимся представителям Музыкального общества. Сколько у меня здесь новых приятелей! С иными, напр[имер] с неким симпатичным офицериком &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Вериновским&amp;#039;&amp;#039;, я испытываю ощущение, как будто всю жизнь был с ним коротко знаком. Коля Переслени очень кутил все праздники. Теперь опять остепенился и старательно служит. В спектакле у Гончаровых играют и он, и Паня (басит, но мило себя держит на сцене), и Толя, которому («Вечер в Сорренто») я аккомпанирую. Прощай, голубчик. Когда-то теперь получу от тебя письмо?? Будь здоров.&lt;br /&gt;
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Целую Колю и всех.&lt;br /&gt;
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