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		<title>Tony: Inserted &quot;of&quot; due to context</title>
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		<updated>2025-03-01T11:04:03Z</updated>

		<summary type="html">&lt;p&gt;Inserted &amp;quot;of&amp;quot; due to context&lt;/p&gt;
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				&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; style=&quot;background-color: #fff; color: #202122; text-align: center;&quot;&gt;Revision as of 13:04, 1 March 2025&lt;/td&gt;
				&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-lineno&quot; id=&quot;mw-diff-left-l26&quot;&gt;Line 26:&lt;/td&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translated text={{right|&amp;#039;&amp;#039;10 April 1887&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Maydanovo]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039; village}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translated text={{right|&amp;#039;&amp;#039;10 April 1887&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Maydanovo]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039; village}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;{{centre|Dear [[Modichka]]!}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;{{centre|Dear [[Modichka]]!}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;I&amp;#039;ve taken the heroic decision to do the orchestration the whole of the 4th act now. I feel that if I don&amp;#039;t lift this weight off my shoulders before I leave, then the journey will be simply unbearable for me. Therefore since yesterday I&amp;#039;ve been sticking to an extraordinary routine, i.e. I&amp;#039;m starting work an hour earlier, finishing an hour later, I deliberately eat and drink almost nothing at dinner in order to be fresh for work — in short, I&amp;#039;m exerting myself as much as possible without damaging my health. But it&amp;#039;s impossible to write letters in this state; therefore, for a couple of weeks you&amp;#039;ll only be receiving notes with a few words from me. I&amp;#039;ll be writing to absolutely no-one besides you, [[Nadezhda Filaretovna]] and [[Tolya]], and then only a couple of words each. My God, how my heart aches for [[Kondratyev]]. From the fear and horror I feel at the thought that he might die, I can see that the horrible outcome of his illness will have an awful effect on me. Fate would have it that [[Nikolay Kondratyev|Nikolay Dmitryevich]] is not just a friend to us, but more like a member of our family. Moreover, he&amp;#039;s one of those people who are especially attached to life &amp;#039;&amp;#039;quand {{sic|mème|même}}&amp;#039;&amp;#039;. Please, tell me about him. And what is this Bright&amp;#039;s Disease? Is it the same as diabetes?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;I&amp;#039;ve taken the heroic decision to do the orchestration &lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;of &lt;/ins&gt;the whole of the 4th act now. I feel that if I don&amp;#039;t lift this weight off my shoulders before I leave, then the journey will be simply unbearable for me. Therefore&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;, &lt;/ins&gt;since yesterday I&amp;#039;ve been sticking to an extraordinary routine, i.e. I&amp;#039;m starting work an hour earlier, finishing an hour later, I deliberately eat and drink almost nothing at dinner in order to be fresh for work — in short, I&amp;#039;m exerting myself as much as possible without damaging my health. But it&amp;#039;s impossible to write letters in this state; therefore, for a couple of weeks you&amp;#039;ll only be receiving notes with a few words from me. I&amp;#039;ll be writing to absolutely no-one besides you, [[Nadezhda Filaretovna]] and [[Tolya]], and then only a couple of words each. My God, how my heart aches for [[Kondratyev]]. From the fear and horror I feel at the thought that he might die, I can see that the horrible outcome of his illness will have an awful effect on me. Fate would have it that [[Nikolay Kondratyev|Nikolay Dmitryevich]] is not just a friend to us, but more like a member of our family. Moreover, he&amp;#039;s one of those people who are especially attached to life &amp;#039;&amp;#039;quand {{sic|mème|même}}&amp;#039;&amp;#039;. Please, tell me about him. And what is this Bright&amp;#039;s Disease? Is it the same as diabetes?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;I didn&amp;#039;t spend the holidays alone. &amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Kashkin]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039; lived with me for 6 days. At first he was a nuisance to me, but I was sorry when he left. [[Taneyev]] also stayed for three nights.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;I didn&amp;#039;t spend the holidays alone. &amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Kashkin]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039; lived with me for 6 days. At first he was a nuisance to me, but I was sorry when he left. [[Taneyev]] also stayed for three nights.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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		<author><name>Tony</name></author>
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		<title>Brett: Text replacement - &quot;Kisses, hugs&quot; to &quot;Kisses and hugs&quot;</title>
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		<updated>2024-05-11T17:20:09Z</updated>

		<summary type="html">&lt;p&gt;Text replacement - &amp;quot;Kisses, hugs&amp;quot; to &amp;quot;Kisses and hugs&amp;quot;&lt;/p&gt;
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				&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; style=&quot;background-color: #fff; color: #202122; text-align: center;&quot;&gt;Revision as of 19:20, 11 May 2024&lt;/td&gt;
				&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-lineno&quot; id=&quot;mw-diff-left-l34&quot;&gt;Line 34:&lt;/td&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;I&amp;#039;m glad that the matter of your living in [[Borzhom]] has been settled. I don&amp;#039;t know whether [[Bob]] will call in on the way. I wrote to him and asked him to cheer me up with his arrival if possible. My God, how I love [[Bob]]! And how sweet he is! Wurm wrote to me today about [[Panayeva]]&amp;#039;s success. I&amp;#039;m very glad.  &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;I&amp;#039;m glad that the matter of your living in [[Borzhom]] has been settled. I don&amp;#039;t know whether [[Bob]] will call in on the way. I wrote to him and asked him to cheer me up with his arrival if possible. My God, how I love [[Bob]]! And how sweet he is! Wurm wrote to me today about [[Panayeva]]&amp;#039;s success. I&amp;#039;m very glad.  &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;{{right|P. Tchaikovsky}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;{{right|P. Tchaikovsky}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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		<author><name>Brett</name></author>
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		<title>Brett at 10:11, 23 April 2024</title>
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		<updated>2024-04-23T10:11:52Z</updated>

		<summary type="html">&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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				&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-lineno&quot; id=&quot;mw-diff-left-l7&quot;&gt;Line 7:&lt;/td&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Publication={{bib|1974/53|П. И. Чайковский. Полное собрание сочинений ; том XIV}} (1974), p. 88&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Publication={{bib|1974/53|П. И. Чайковский. Полное собрание сочинений ; том XIV}} (1974), p. 88&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Original text={{right|&amp;#039;&amp;#039;10 апр[еля] [18]87&amp;#039;&amp;#039; г[ода]&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt; с[ело] &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Майданово&amp;#039;&amp;#039;}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Original text={{right|&amp;#039;&amp;#039;10 апр[еля] [18]87&amp;#039;&amp;#039; г[ода]&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt; с[ело] &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Майданово&amp;#039;&amp;#039;}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;{{centre|Милый Модичка!}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;{{centre|Милый Модичка!}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translated text=&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translated text=&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;{{right|&amp;#039;&amp;#039;10 April 1887&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Maydanovo]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039; village}}&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;{{centre|Dear [[Modichka]]!}}&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;I&amp;#039;ve taken the heroic decision to do the orchestration the whole of the 4th act now. I feel that if I don&amp;#039;t lift this weight off my shoulders before I leave, then the journey will be simply unbearable for me. Therefore since yesterday I&amp;#039;ve been sticking to an extraordinary routine, i.e. I&amp;#039;m starting work an hour earlier, finishing an hour later, I deliberately eat and drink almost nothing at dinner in order to be fresh for work — in short, I&amp;#039;m exerting myself as much as possible without damaging my health. But it&amp;#039;s impossible to write letters in this state; therefore, for a couple of weeks you&amp;#039;ll only be receiving notes with a few words from me. I&amp;#039;ll be writing to absolutely no-one besides you, [[Nadezhda Filaretovna]] and [[Tolya]], and then only a couple of words each. My God, how my heart aches for [[Kondratyev]]. From the fear and horror I feel at the thought that he might die, I can see that the horrible outcome of his illness will have an awful effect on me. Fate would have it that [[Nikolay Kondratyev|Nikolay Dmitryevich]] is not just a friend to us, but more like a member of our family. Moreover, he&amp;#039;s one of those people who are especially attached to life &amp;#039;&amp;#039;quand {{sic|mème|même}}&amp;#039;&amp;#039;. Please, tell me about him. And what is this Bright&amp;#039;s Disease? Is it the same as diabetes?&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;I didn&amp;#039;t spend the holidays alone. &amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Kashkin]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039; lived with me for 6 days. At first he was a nuisance to me, but I was sorry when he left. [[Taneyev]] also stayed for three nights.&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Where did you see [[Saint-Saëns]]?&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;I&amp;#039;m glad that the matter of your living in [[Borzhom]] has been settled. I don&amp;#039;t know whether [[Bob]] will call in on the way. I wrote to him and asked him to cheer me up with his arrival if possible. My God, how I love [[Bob]]! And how sweet he is! Wurm wrote to me today about [[Panayeva]]&amp;#039;s success. I&amp;#039;m very glad. &lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Kisses, hugs.&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;{{right|P. Tchaikovsky}}&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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|Date=10/22 April 1887&lt;br /&gt;
|To=[[Modest Tchaikovsky]]&lt;br /&gt;
|Place=[[Maydanovo]]&lt;br /&gt;
|Language=Russian&lt;br /&gt;
|Autograph=[[Klin]] (Russia): {{RUS-KLč}} (a{{sup|3}}, No. 1842)&lt;br /&gt;
|Publication={{bib|1974/53|П. И. Чайковский. Полное собрание сочинений ; том XIV}} (1974), p. 88&lt;br /&gt;
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|Original text={{right|&amp;#039;&amp;#039;10 апр[еля] [18]87&amp;#039;&amp;#039; г[ода]&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt; с[ело] &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Майданово&amp;#039;&amp;#039;}}&lt;br /&gt;
{{centre|Милый Модичка!}}&lt;br /&gt;
Я принял героическое решение сделать теперь же всю оркестровку 4-го действия. Чувствую, что ежели этой обузы я не спущу с плеч до отъезда, то мне путешествие будет просто невыносимо. Поэтому со вчерашнего числа я сел экстраординарным образом, т. е. начинаю работать часом раньше, кончаю часом позже, за обедом нарочно почти ничего не ем и не пью, чтобы быть в работе свежим, одним [словом] напрягаю себя насколько можно без ущерба для здоровья. Но писем писать в этом состоянии невозможно; поэтому недели две ты будешь получать от меня лишь записочки в несколько слов. Я решительно никому писать не буду, кроме тебя, Н[адежды] Ф[иларетовны] и Толи, и то только по 2 слова каждому. Боже мой, как у меня сердце болит за Кондратьева. По страху и ужасу, который я испытываю при мысли, что он умрёт, я вижу, что скверный исход его болезни произведёт на меня ужасное действие. Судьба так сложилась, что Н[иколай] Д[митриевич] для нас с тобой больше чем приятель и как бы самый близкий родной. Притом же это один из тех людей, которые особенно страстно прилеплены к жизни &amp;#039;&amp;#039;quand {{sic|mème|même}}&amp;#039;&amp;#039;. Пожалуйста, сообщай мне о нем. И что это за Брайтова болезнь? то же, что сахарная, или нет?&lt;br /&gt;
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Праздники я провёл не один. У меня шесть дней прожил &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Кашкин&amp;#039;&amp;#039;, Сначала я тяготился им, а когда он уехал — жаль было. Танеев тоже ночевал три ночи.&lt;br /&gt;
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Где ты видел Сен-Санса?&lt;br /&gt;
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Радуюсь, что дело о Вашем житье в Боржоме решено. Не знаю, заедет ли Боб ко мне по дороге. Я писал ему и просил по возможности осчастливить меня своим прибытием. Боже мой, как я люблю Боба! и как он мил! Вурм писал мне сегодня про успех Панаевой. Очень рад.&lt;br /&gt;
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Целую, обнимаю.&lt;br /&gt;
{{right|П. Чайковский}}&lt;br /&gt;
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