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		<title>Brett: Text replacement - &quot;Reval&quot; to &quot;Revel&quot;</title>
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		<summary type="html">&lt;p&gt;Text replacement - &amp;quot;Reval&amp;quot; to &amp;quot;Revel&amp;quot;&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translated text={{right|3 May/21 April 1891&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[New York]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039;}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translated text={{right|3 May/21 April 1891&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[New York]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039;}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Dear [[Tolya]]! I&amp;#039;ve received your 2 letters &amp;lt;ref name=&amp;quot;note1&amp;quot;/&amp;gt;. From the second I learned of your forthcoming change of posting &amp;lt;ref name=&amp;quot;note2&amp;quot;/&amp;gt;. I am both pleased and displeased by this. If you love [[Tiflis]] as I do, then I understand how hard it is for you to move from this wonderful country, inhabited by nice people, to [[Jurgenson]]&amp;#039;s homeland. But the good news is that, firstly, it will inevitably lead you to a governorship, perhaps in the same [[&lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Reval&lt;/del&gt;]], and secondly because you will be closer to me. In the summer &amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[&lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Reval&lt;/del&gt;]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039; is fascinating — everyone will tell you so. I&amp;#039;m burning with impatience to know how your matter will be resolved and when you&amp;#039;ll have to move. Poor [[Panya]]! It seems to me that it will be even harder on her to leave [[Tiflis]] than it is for you.  &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Dear [[Tolya]]! I&amp;#039;ve received your 2 letters &amp;lt;ref name=&amp;quot;note1&amp;quot;/&amp;gt;. From the second I learned of your forthcoming change of posting &amp;lt;ref name=&amp;quot;note2&amp;quot;/&amp;gt;. I am both pleased and displeased by this. If you love [[Tiflis]] as I do, then I understand how hard it is for you to move from this wonderful country, inhabited by nice people, to [[Jurgenson]]&amp;#039;s homeland. But the good news is that, firstly, it will inevitably lead you to a governorship, perhaps in the same [[&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Revel&lt;/ins&gt;]], and secondly because you will be closer to me. In the summer &amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Revel&lt;/ins&gt;]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039; is fascinating — everyone will tell you so. I&amp;#039;m burning with impatience to know how your matter will be resolved and when you&amp;#039;ll have to move. Poor [[Panya]]! It seems to me that it will be even harder on her to leave [[Tiflis]] than it is for you.  &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;I won&amp;#039;t write much about my own little trip, because I&amp;#039;m keeping a very detailed diary that I&amp;#039;ve brought with me, and after reading it the [[Petersburg]] relatives will send it straight to you. The people here are considerate, respectful and indulgent to me — but I&amp;#039;m terribly homesick and miss all my daily routines; apart from rare hours of solitude I am unrelentingly miserable, although fortunately this has not affected my health. By the time you read this letter I&amp;#039;ll already be on my way back, because a place has already been reserved for me on a steamer sailing on 21/9 May. Oh, let this happy moment come as quickly as possible! As soon as I&amp;#039;m on the return journey, a mountain will fall from my shoulders. I see many people, visit all the attractions, and marvel at the American spirit of enterprise, and all its grandeur; between rehearsals, where both the chorus and orchestra greet me enthusiastically every time, I sometimes contrive some time &amp;#039;&amp;#039;alone&amp;#039;&amp;#039; so that, in short, I can somehow sustain myself through this wretched situation. I am neither suited by nature nor by age to the journey! My only consolation consists of letters from Russia. Thank God that [[Lyova]], his children and [[Nata]] are bearing their misfortune quietly &amp;lt;ref name=&amp;quot;note3&amp;quot;/&amp;gt;.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;I won&amp;#039;t write much about my own little trip, because I&amp;#039;m keeping a very detailed diary that I&amp;#039;ve brought with me, and after reading it the [[Petersburg]] relatives will send it straight to you. The people here are considerate, respectful and indulgent to me — but I&amp;#039;m terribly homesick and miss all my daily routines; apart from rare hours of solitude I am unrelentingly miserable, although fortunately this has not affected my health. By the time you read this letter I&amp;#039;ll already be on my way back, because a place has already been reserved for me on a steamer sailing on 21/9 May. Oh, let this happy moment come as quickly as possible! As soon as I&amp;#039;m on the return journey, a mountain will fall from my shoulders. I see many people, visit all the attractions, and marvel at the American spirit of enterprise, and all its grandeur; between rehearsals, where both the chorus and orchestra greet me enthusiastically every time, I sometimes contrive some time &amp;#039;&amp;#039;alone&amp;#039;&amp;#039; so that, in short, I can somehow sustain myself through this wretched situation. I am neither suited by nature nor by age to the journey! My only consolation consists of letters from Russia. Thank God that [[Lyova]], his children and [[Nata]] are bearing their misfortune quietly &amp;lt;ref name=&amp;quot;note3&amp;quot;/&amp;gt;.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;lt;ref name=&amp;quot;note1&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[[Anatoly Tchaikovsky]]&amp;#039;s letters to the composer are dated 19/31 March and 1/13 April 1891.&amp;lt;/ref&amp;gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;lt;ref name=&amp;quot;note1&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[[Anatoly Tchaikovsky]]&amp;#039;s letters to the composer are dated 19/31 March and 1/13 April 1891.&amp;lt;/ref&amp;gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;lt;ref name=&amp;quot;note2&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[[Anatoly Tchaikovsky]] was moving from his government position in [[Tiflis]] (now Tbilisi, Georgia) to [[&lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Reval&lt;/del&gt;]] (now Tallinn, Estonia.&amp;lt;/ref&amp;gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;lt;ref name=&amp;quot;note2&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[[Anatoly Tchaikovsky]] was moving from his government position in [[Tiflis]] (now Tbilisi, Georgia) to [[&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Revel&lt;/ins&gt;]] (now Tallinn, Estonia.&amp;lt;/ref&amp;gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;lt;ref name=&amp;quot;note3&amp;quot;&amp;gt;Shortly before setting off for America, Tchaikovsky had learned of the death of his sister [[Aleksandra Davydova|Aleksandra]] (Sasha).&amp;lt;/ref&amp;gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;lt;ref name=&amp;quot;note3&amp;quot;&amp;gt;Shortly before setting off for America, Tchaikovsky had learned of the death of his sister [[Aleksandra Davydova|Aleksandra]] (Sasha).&amp;lt;/ref&amp;gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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		<title>Brett: Text replacement - &quot;Leva&quot; to &quot;Lyova&quot;</title>
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		<summary type="html">&lt;p&gt;Text replacement - &amp;quot;&lt;a href=&quot;/pages/Leva&quot; class=&quot;mw-redirect&quot; title=&quot;Leva&quot;&gt;Leva&lt;/a&gt;&amp;quot; to &amp;quot;&lt;a href=&quot;/pages/Lyova&quot; class=&quot;mw-redirect&quot; title=&quot;Lyova&quot;&gt;Lyova&lt;/a&gt;&amp;quot;&lt;/p&gt;
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				&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-lineno&quot; id=&quot;mw-diff-left-l22&quot;&gt;Line 22:&lt;/td&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Dear [[Tolya]]! I&amp;#039;ve received your 2 letters &amp;lt;ref name=&amp;quot;note1&amp;quot;/&amp;gt;. From the second I learned of your forthcoming change of posting &amp;lt;ref name=&amp;quot;note2&amp;quot;/&amp;gt;. I am both pleased and displeased by this. If you love [[Tiflis]] as I do, then I understand how hard it is for you to move from this wonderful country, inhabited by nice people, to [[Jurgenson]]&amp;#039;s homeland. But the good news is that, firstly, it will inevitably lead you to a governorship, perhaps in the same [[Reval]], and secondly because you will be closer to me. In the summer &amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Reval]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039; is fascinating — everyone will tell you so. I&amp;#039;m burning with impatience to know how your matter will be resolved and when you&amp;#039;ll have to move. Poor [[Panya]]! It seems to me that it will be even harder on her to leave [[Tiflis]] than it is for you.  &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Dear [[Tolya]]! I&amp;#039;ve received your 2 letters &amp;lt;ref name=&amp;quot;note1&amp;quot;/&amp;gt;. From the second I learned of your forthcoming change of posting &amp;lt;ref name=&amp;quot;note2&amp;quot;/&amp;gt;. I am both pleased and displeased by this. If you love [[Tiflis]] as I do, then I understand how hard it is for you to move from this wonderful country, inhabited by nice people, to [[Jurgenson]]&amp;#039;s homeland. But the good news is that, firstly, it will inevitably lead you to a governorship, perhaps in the same [[Reval]], and secondly because you will be closer to me. In the summer &amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Reval]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039; is fascinating — everyone will tell you so. I&amp;#039;m burning with impatience to know how your matter will be resolved and when you&amp;#039;ll have to move. Poor [[Panya]]! It seems to me that it will be even harder on her to leave [[Tiflis]] than it is for you.  &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;I won&amp;#039;t write much about my own little trip, because I&amp;#039;m keeping a very detailed diary that I&amp;#039;ve brought with me, and after reading it the [[Petersburg]] relatives will send it straight to you. The people here are considerate, respectful and indulgent to me — but I&amp;#039;m terribly homesick and miss all my daily routines; apart from rare hours of solitude I am unrelentingly miserable, although fortunately this has not affected my health. By the time you read this letter I&amp;#039;ll already be on my way back, because a place has already been reserved for me on a steamer sailing on 21/9 May. Oh, let this happy moment come as quickly as possible! As soon as I&amp;#039;m on the return journey, a mountain will fall from my shoulders. I see many people, visit all the attractions, and marvel at the American spirit of enterprise, and all its grandeur; between rehearsals, where both the chorus and orchestra greet me enthusiastically every time, I sometimes contrive some time &amp;#039;&amp;#039;alone&amp;#039;&amp;#039; so that, in short, I can somehow sustain myself through this wretched situation. I am neither suited by nature nor by age to the journey! My only consolation consists of letters from Russia. Thank God that [[&lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Leva&lt;/del&gt;]], his children and [[Nata]] are bearing their misfortune quietly &amp;lt;ref name=&amp;quot;note3&amp;quot;/&amp;gt;.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;I won&amp;#039;t write much about my own little trip, because I&amp;#039;m keeping a very detailed diary that I&amp;#039;ve brought with me, and after reading it the [[Petersburg]] relatives will send it straight to you. The people here are considerate, respectful and indulgent to me — but I&amp;#039;m terribly homesick and miss all my daily routines; apart from rare hours of solitude I am unrelentingly miserable, although fortunately this has not affected my health. By the time you read this letter I&amp;#039;ll already be on my way back, because a place has already been reserved for me on a steamer sailing on 21/9 May. Oh, let this happy moment come as quickly as possible! As soon as I&amp;#039;m on the return journey, a mountain will fall from my shoulders. I see many people, visit all the attractions, and marvel at the American spirit of enterprise, and all its grandeur; between rehearsals, where both the chorus and orchestra greet me enthusiastically every time, I sometimes contrive some time &amp;#039;&amp;#039;alone&amp;#039;&amp;#039; so that, in short, I can somehow sustain myself through this wretched situation. I am neither suited by nature nor by age to the journey! My only consolation consists of letters from Russia. Thank God that [[&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Lyova&lt;/ins&gt;]], his children and [[Nata]] are bearing their misfortune quietly &amp;lt;ref name=&amp;quot;note3&amp;quot;/&amp;gt;.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Well, I&amp;#039;ll kiss and hug you all tightly as soon as I can. My heart is burning with particularly intense love to give to all my relatives.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Well, I&amp;#039;ll kiss and hug you all tightly as soon as I can. My heart is burning with particularly intense love to give to all my relatives.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;/table&gt;</summary>
		<author><name>Brett</name></author>
	</entry>
	<entry>
		<id>https://en.tchaikovsky-research.net/index.php?title=Letter_4371&amp;diff=66682&amp;oldid=prev</id>
		<title>Brett: Text replacement - &quot;Lev&quot; to &quot;Leva&quot;</title>
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		<updated>2024-05-11T17:26:17Z</updated>

		<summary type="html">&lt;p&gt;Text replacement - &amp;quot;&lt;a href=&quot;/pages/Lev&quot; class=&quot;mw-redirect&quot; title=&quot;Lev&quot;&gt;Lev&lt;/a&gt;&amp;quot; to &amp;quot;&lt;a href=&quot;/pages/Leva&quot; class=&quot;mw-redirect&quot; title=&quot;Leva&quot;&gt;Leva&lt;/a&gt;&amp;quot;&lt;/p&gt;
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				&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; style=&quot;background-color: #fff; color: #202122; text-align: center;&quot;&gt;Revision as of 19:26, 11 May 2024&lt;/td&gt;
				&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-lineno&quot; id=&quot;mw-diff-left-l22&quot;&gt;Line 22:&lt;/td&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Dear [[Tolya]]! I&amp;#039;ve received your 2 letters &amp;lt;ref name=&amp;quot;note1&amp;quot;/&amp;gt;. From the second I learned of your forthcoming change of posting &amp;lt;ref name=&amp;quot;note2&amp;quot;/&amp;gt;. I am both pleased and displeased by this. If you love [[Tiflis]] as I do, then I understand how hard it is for you to move from this wonderful country, inhabited by nice people, to [[Jurgenson]]&amp;#039;s homeland. But the good news is that, firstly, it will inevitably lead you to a governorship, perhaps in the same [[Reval]], and secondly because you will be closer to me. In the summer &amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Reval]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039; is fascinating — everyone will tell you so. I&amp;#039;m burning with impatience to know how your matter will be resolved and when you&amp;#039;ll have to move. Poor [[Panya]]! It seems to me that it will be even harder on her to leave [[Tiflis]] than it is for you.  &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Dear [[Tolya]]! I&amp;#039;ve received your 2 letters &amp;lt;ref name=&amp;quot;note1&amp;quot;/&amp;gt;. From the second I learned of your forthcoming change of posting &amp;lt;ref name=&amp;quot;note2&amp;quot;/&amp;gt;. I am both pleased and displeased by this. If you love [[Tiflis]] as I do, then I understand how hard it is for you to move from this wonderful country, inhabited by nice people, to [[Jurgenson]]&amp;#039;s homeland. But the good news is that, firstly, it will inevitably lead you to a governorship, perhaps in the same [[Reval]], and secondly because you will be closer to me. In the summer &amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Reval]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039; is fascinating — everyone will tell you so. I&amp;#039;m burning with impatience to know how your matter will be resolved and when you&amp;#039;ll have to move. Poor [[Panya]]! It seems to me that it will be even harder on her to leave [[Tiflis]] than it is for you.  &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;I won&amp;#039;t write much about my own little trip, because I&amp;#039;m keeping a very detailed diary that I&amp;#039;ve brought with me, and after reading it the [[Petersburg]] relatives will send it straight to you. The people here are considerate, respectful and indulgent to me — but I&amp;#039;m terribly homesick and miss all my daily routines; apart from rare hours of solitude I am unrelentingly miserable, although fortunately this has not affected my health. By the time you read this letter I&amp;#039;ll already be on my way back, because a place has already been reserved for me on a steamer sailing on 21/9 May. Oh, let this happy moment come as quickly as possible! As soon as I&amp;#039;m on the return journey, a mountain will fall from my shoulders. I see many people, visit all the attractions, and marvel at the American spirit of enterprise, and all its grandeur; between rehearsals, where both the chorus and orchestra greet me enthusiastically every time, I sometimes contrive some time &amp;#039;&amp;#039;alone&amp;#039;&amp;#039; so that, in short, I can somehow sustain myself through this wretched situation. I am neither suited by nature nor by age to the journey! My only consolation consists of letters from Russia. Thank God that [[&lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Lev&lt;/del&gt;]], his children and [[Nata]] are bearing their misfortune quietly &amp;lt;ref name=&amp;quot;note3&amp;quot;/&amp;gt;.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;I won&amp;#039;t write much about my own little trip, because I&amp;#039;m keeping a very detailed diary that I&amp;#039;ve brought with me, and after reading it the [[Petersburg]] relatives will send it straight to you. The people here are considerate, respectful and indulgent to me — but I&amp;#039;m terribly homesick and miss all my daily routines; apart from rare hours of solitude I am unrelentingly miserable, although fortunately this has not affected my health. By the time you read this letter I&amp;#039;ll already be on my way back, because a place has already been reserved for me on a steamer sailing on 21/9 May. Oh, let this happy moment come as quickly as possible! As soon as I&amp;#039;m on the return journey, a mountain will fall from my shoulders. I see many people, visit all the attractions, and marvel at the American spirit of enterprise, and all its grandeur; between rehearsals, where both the chorus and orchestra greet me enthusiastically every time, I sometimes contrive some time &amp;#039;&amp;#039;alone&amp;#039;&amp;#039; so that, in short, I can somehow sustain myself through this wretched situation. I am neither suited by nature nor by age to the journey! My only consolation consists of letters from Russia. Thank God that [[&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Leva&lt;/ins&gt;]], his children and [[Nata]] are bearing their misfortune quietly &amp;lt;ref name=&amp;quot;note3&amp;quot;/&amp;gt;.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Well, I&amp;#039;ll kiss and hug you all tightly as soon as I can. My heart is burning with particularly intense love to give to all my relatives.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Well, I&amp;#039;ll kiss and hug you all tightly as soon as I can. My heart is burning with particularly intense love to give to all my relatives.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;/table&gt;</summary>
		<author><name>Brett</name></author>
	</entry>
	<entry>
		<id>https://en.tchaikovsky-research.net/index.php?title=Letter_4371&amp;diff=52764&amp;oldid=prev</id>
		<title>Brett: 1 revision imported</title>
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		<updated>2022-07-12T12:47:27Z</updated>

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				&lt;td colspan=&quot;1&quot; style=&quot;background-color: #fff; color: #202122; text-align: center;&quot;&gt;Revision as of 14:47, 12 July 2022&lt;/td&gt;
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		<author><name>Brett</name></author>
	</entry>
	<entry>
		<id>https://en.tchaikovsky-research.net/index.php?title=Letter_4371&amp;diff=52763&amp;oldid=prev</id>
		<title>Brett at 10:23, 7 April 2020</title>
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|Date=21 April/3 May 1891&lt;br /&gt;
|To=[[Anatoly Tchaikovsky]]&lt;br /&gt;
|Place=[[New York]]&lt;br /&gt;
|Language=Russian&lt;br /&gt;
|Autograph=[[Klin]] (Russia): {{RUS-KLč}} (a{{sup|3}}, No. 1423)&lt;br /&gt;
|Publication={{bib|1955/37|П. И. Чайковский. Письма к близким}} (1955), p. 490 (abridged)&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;{{bib|1978/54|П. И. Чайковский. Полное собрание сочинений ; том XVI–А}} (1976), p. 103–104&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;{{bib|1981/81|Piotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky. Letters to his family. An autobiography}} (1981), p. 490 (English translation; abridged)&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;{{bib|1986/68|Tchaikovsky in America}} (1986), p. 72–73 (English translation)&lt;br /&gt;
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==Text and Translation==&lt;br /&gt;
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|Translator=Brett Langston&lt;br /&gt;
|Original text={{right|3 мая/21 апр[еля 18]91&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Нью-Йорк&amp;#039;&amp;#039;}}&lt;br /&gt;
Милый Толя! Получил 2 твоих письма. Из второго, узнал о предстоящей перемене места служения. Я и рад и не рад этому. Если ты так же любишь Тифлис, как я, то я понимаю, как тебе тяжело из этой чудной страны, населённой милыми людьми, переезжать на юргенсоновскую родину. Но хорошо то, что во, 1-х, это неминуемо ведёт тебя к губернаторству, может быть, в том же Ревеле, а во, 2-х, что ты будешь ближе к своим. Летом &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Ревель&amp;#039;&amp;#039; очарователен — это тебе всякий скажет. Горю нетерпением узнать, как решится твоё дело и когда тебе придётся переезжать. Бедная Паня! Мне кажется, что, ей ещё тяжелее, чем тебе, расставаться с Тифлисом.&lt;br /&gt;
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О своём здешнем пребывании я много писать не буду, ибо веду очень обстоятельный дневник, который привезу с собой и по прочтении его, петербургскими родными пришлю немедленно, тебе. Меня здесь очень ласкают, честят и балуют, — но я страшно скучаю и тоскую, и все моё времяпровождение, кроме редких часов одиночества, есть сплошное страдание, к счастью, однако ж, не отзывающееся на здоровье. К тому времени, когда ты будешь читать это письмо, я уже буду на выезде, ибо, место на пароходе, отходящем 21/9 мая, уже занято. О! Поскорее настал бы этот счастливый миг!!! Как только я двинусь на возвратный путь, то гора спадет с плеч. Вижу многих людей, осматриваю все достопримечательности, удивляюсь американской предприимчивости и грандиозности всех их предприятий; бываю на репетициях, где и оркестр и хор каждый раз встречают меня восторженно, изредка устраиваю себе часы &amp;#039;&amp;#039;одиночества&amp;#039;&amp;#039; и кое-как, одним словом, влачу это жалкое существование. Не по характеру и не по годам мне подобные поездки! Письма из России составляют мою единственную отраду. Слава Богу, и Лёва, и дети, и Ната переносят своё несчастие спокойно.&lt;br /&gt;
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Ну, целую, обнимаю вас всех как только могу крепко. Из этой дали моё сердце пламенеет ко всем близким особенно сильною любовью.&lt;br /&gt;
{{right|Твой, П. Чайковский}}&lt;br /&gt;
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Dear [[Tolya]]! I&amp;#039;ve received your 2 letters &amp;lt;ref name=&amp;quot;note1&amp;quot;/&amp;gt;. From the second I learned of your forthcoming change of posting &amp;lt;ref name=&amp;quot;note2&amp;quot;/&amp;gt;. I am both pleased and displeased by this. If you love [[Tiflis]] as I do, then I understand how hard it is for you to move from this wonderful country, inhabited by nice people, to [[Jurgenson]]&amp;#039;s homeland. But the good news is that, firstly, it will inevitably lead you to a governorship, perhaps in the same [[Reval]], and secondly because you will be closer to me. In the summer &amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Reval]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039; is fascinating — everyone will tell you so. I&amp;#039;m burning with impatience to know how your matter will be resolved and when you&amp;#039;ll have to move. Poor [[Panya]]! It seems to me that it will be even harder on her to leave [[Tiflis]] than it is for you. &lt;br /&gt;
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I won&amp;#039;t write much about my own little trip, because I&amp;#039;m keeping a very detailed diary that I&amp;#039;ve brought with me, and after reading it the [[Petersburg]] relatives will send it straight to you. The people here are considerate, respectful and indulgent to me — but I&amp;#039;m terribly homesick and miss all my daily routines; apart from rare hours of solitude I am unrelentingly miserable, although fortunately this has not affected my health. By the time you read this letter I&amp;#039;ll already be on my way back, because a place has already been reserved for me on a steamer sailing on 21/9 May. Oh, let this happy moment come as quickly as possible! As soon as I&amp;#039;m on the return journey, a mountain will fall from my shoulders. I see many people, visit all the attractions, and marvel at the American spirit of enterprise, and all its grandeur; between rehearsals, where both the chorus and orchestra greet me enthusiastically every time, I sometimes contrive some time &amp;#039;&amp;#039;alone&amp;#039;&amp;#039; so that, in short, I can somehow sustain myself through this wretched situation. I am neither suited by nature nor by age to the journey! My only consolation consists of letters from Russia. Thank God that [[Lev]], his children and [[Nata]] are bearing their misfortune quietly &amp;lt;ref name=&amp;quot;note3&amp;quot;/&amp;gt;.&lt;br /&gt;
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Well, I&amp;#039;ll kiss and hug you all tightly as soon as I can. My heart is burning with particularly intense love to give to all my relatives.&lt;br /&gt;
{{right|Yours, P. Tchaikovsky}}&lt;br /&gt;
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==Notes and References==&lt;br /&gt;
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&amp;lt;ref name=&amp;quot;note1&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[[Anatoly Tchaikovsky]]&amp;#039;s letters to the composer are dated 19/31 March and 1/13 April 1891.&amp;lt;/ref&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;ref name=&amp;quot;note2&amp;quot;&amp;gt;[[Anatoly Tchaikovsky]] was moving from his government position in [[Tiflis]] (now Tbilisi, Georgia) to [[Reval]] (now Tallinn, Estonia.&amp;lt;/ref&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
&amp;lt;ref name=&amp;quot;note3&amp;quot;&amp;gt;Shortly before setting off for America, Tchaikovsky had learned of the death of his sister [[Aleksandra Davydova|Aleksandra]] (Sasha).&amp;lt;/ref&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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