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		<title>Tony: &quot;was&quot; to &quot;had&quot; for clarity of sentence meaning</title>
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		<summary type="html">&lt;p&gt;&amp;quot;was&amp;quot; to &amp;quot;had&amp;quot; for clarity of sentence meaning&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translated text={{right|&amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Brailov]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;7th June}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translated text={{right|&amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Brailov]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;7th June}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Yesterday I unexpectedly received another letter from you (the first one, addressed to [[Kiev]]-Brestkaya, arrived even earlier), and I read it with the greatest interest. Both Lidiyas come completely alive for me in your letters. But why do you call Lidiya Ivanovna &amp;#039;&amp;#039;mine&amp;#039;&amp;#039;? Far from it! I remember very well that in [[Moscow]] I didn&amp;#039;t find her agreeable at all, but then, hearing from everyone: &amp;#039;&amp;#039;kind, sweet, warm-hearted person&amp;#039;&amp;#039; etc., I became accustomed to imagining that I did not appreciate her sufficiently. I also like Charles — he&amp;#039;s a fine one!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Yesterday&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;, &lt;/ins&gt;I unexpectedly received another letter from you (the first one, addressed to [[Kiev]]-Brestkaya, arrived even earlier), and I read it with the greatest interest. Both Lidiyas come completely alive for me in your letters. But why do you call Lidiya Ivanovna &amp;#039;&amp;#039;mine&amp;#039;&amp;#039;? Far from it! I remember very well that in [[Moscow]] I didn&amp;#039;t find her agreeable at all, but then, hearing from everyone: &amp;#039;&amp;#039;kind, sweet, warm-hearted person&amp;#039;&amp;#039; etc., I became accustomed to imagining that I did not appreciate her sufficiently. I also like Charles — he&amp;#039;s a fine one!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;It&amp;#039;s very good for me here: spacious, calm, quiet: in the evenings it&amp;#039;s even rather uncanny. [[Nadezhda Filaretovna]] has plenty of new music, amongst other things, a few individual numbers from &amp;quot;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Judith&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;quot; (which I played and recalled its delights with great keenness and pleasure), &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Le roi l&amp;#039;a dit&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;quot; by {{sic|Deslibes|Delibes}}, &amp;quot;Maccabees&amp;quot; by [[Anton Rubinstein|Rubinstein]], and many other interesting things. There is also plenty of reading material, but what a strange fellow I am! I&amp;#039;m so used to constantly rushing to do something, that even now, in my idleness, I&amp;#039;m still worried, and even sometimes &amp;#039;&amp;#039;tormented&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;,  &lt;/del&gt;from the very morning by the thought that I don&amp;#039;t have the time to read this, play that, write this letter. How short the day really is, and how little I can manage to do! However, such is my illness: to rush, fuss and reproach myself for things not done...&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;It&amp;#039;s very good for me here: spacious, calm, quiet: in the evenings it&amp;#039;s even rather uncanny. [[Nadezhda Filaretovna]] has plenty of new music, amongst other things, a few individual numbers from &amp;quot;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Judith&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;quot; (which I played and recalled its delights with great keenness and pleasure), &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Le roi l&amp;#039;a dit&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;quot; by {{sic|Deslibes|Delibes}}, &amp;quot;Maccabees&amp;quot; by [[Anton Rubinstein|Rubinstein]], and many other interesting things. There is also plenty of reading material, but what a strange fellow I am! I&amp;#039;m so used to constantly rushing to do something, that even now, in my idleness, I&amp;#039;m still worried, and even sometimes &amp;#039;&amp;#039;tormented&amp;#039;&amp;#039; from the very morning by the thought that I don&amp;#039;t have the time to read this, play that, write this letter. How short the day really is, and how little I can manage to do! However, such is my illness: to rush, fuss and reproach myself for things not done...&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Every day I accomplish trips to the forest with [[Alyosha]], and the day before yesterday he and I were lost for 3 hours, and almost had to stay in the forest overnight. It &lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;was &lt;/del&gt;already become dark when we found the correct path, and returned to the place where tea and carriages awaited me. I take 3 baths a day with inexpressible pleasure. Tomorrow evening I&amp;#039;m moving to [[Simaki]], where everything is ready and awaiting me...&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Every day I accomplish trips to the forest with [[Alyosha]], and the day before yesterday he and I were lost for 3 hours, and almost had to stay in the forest overnight. It &lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;had &lt;/ins&gt;already become dark when we found the correct path, and returned to the place where tea and carriages awaited me. I take 3 baths a day with inexpressible pleasure. Tomorrow evening I&amp;#039;m moving to [[Simaki]], where everything is ready and awaiting me...&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Judging from a letter I received from [[Nata]], our lot ought to already be on their way home.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Judging from a letter I received from [[Nata]], our lot ought to already be on their way home.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Yesterday I attended mass in the monastery, and then in the new luxurious church. There&amp;#039;s a &amp;#039;&amp;#039;parrot&amp;#039;&amp;#039; there, with whom I&amp;#039;m completely in love: he is clever, well&lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;-&lt;/del&gt;behaved in the extreme and speaks delightfully.  &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Yesterday I attended mass in the monastery, and then in the new luxurious church. There&amp;#039;s a &amp;#039;&amp;#039;parrot&amp;#039;&amp;#039; there, with whom I&amp;#039;m completely in love: he is clever, well behaved in the extreme and speaks delightfully.  &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;I kiss you. It seems to me, [[Modya]], that you will gradually become accustomed to the new faces, and you will soon be living as well as you did last year.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;I kiss you. It seems to me, [[Modya]], that you will gradually become accustomed to the new faces, and you will soon be living as well as you did last year.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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		<author><name>Tony</name></author>
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		<title>Brett at 12:33, 20 July 2024</title>
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Language=Russian&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Language=Russian&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translator=&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translator=&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Brett Langston&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Original text={{right|&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Браилов&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;7-го июля}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Original text={{right|&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Браилов&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;7-го июля}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Вчера неожиданно получил ещё твоё письмо (первое, адресованное на Киево-Брестскую, пришло ещё прежде) и прочащего с величайшим интересом. Обе Лидии являются в твоих письмах совершенно живыми передо мной. Но отчего ты Лидию Иван[овну] называешь &amp;#039;&amp;#039;моей&amp;#039;&amp;#039;? Вот уж никогда! Очень хорошо помню, что я в Москве весьма не симпатизировал ей, но потом уж, слыша от всех: &amp;#039;&amp;#039;добрая, милая, душа-человек&amp;#039;&amp;#039; и т.д., — привык воображать, что она и в самом деле не была оценена мной по достоинству. Шарль мне тоже нравится, — хорош!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Вчера неожиданно получил ещё твоё письмо (первое, адресованное на Киево-Брестскую, пришло ещё прежде) и прочащего с величайшим интересом. Обе Лидии являются в твоих письмах совершенно живыми передо мной. Но отчего ты Лидию Иван[овну] называешь &amp;#039;&amp;#039;моей&amp;#039;&amp;#039;? Вот уж никогда! Очень хорошо помню, что я в Москве весьма не симпатизировал ей, но потом уж, слыша от всех: &amp;#039;&amp;#039;добрая, милая, душа-человек&amp;#039;&amp;#039; и т.д., — привык воображать, что она и в самом деле не была оценена мной по достоинству. Шарль мне тоже нравится, — хорош!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Мне очень хорошо здесь: просторно, покойно, тихо; по вечерам даже немножко страшно. У Н[адежды] Ф[иларетовны] оказалось бездна вновь привезённых нот, между прочим, &lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;не-сколько &lt;/del&gt;отдельных нумеров «&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Юдиф&amp;#039;&amp;#039;» (играл и вспоминал свои восторги с большой живостью и удовольствием), «&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Le roi l&amp;#039;a dit&amp;#039;&amp;#039;» {{sic|Deslibes|Delibes}}&amp;#039;а, «Маккавеи» Рубинштейна и ешё много другого интересного. Для чтения тоже пропасть матерьяла, но какой я странный человек! По привычке вечно торопиться что-то сделать я и теперь, пребывая праздным, всё-таки с самого утра беспокоюсь и даже иногда &amp;#039;&amp;#039;терзаюсь&amp;#039;&amp;#039; мыслью, что нет времени прочесть то-то, проиграть то-то, написать письмо тому-то. Как, в сущности, короток день и как мало можно успеть сделать! Впрочем это моя болезнь: все торопиться, суетиться и укорять себя в чем-то несделанном...&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Мне очень хорошо здесь: просторно, покойно, тихо; по вечерам даже немножко страшно. У Н[адежды] Ф[иларетовны] оказалось бездна вновь привезённых нот, между прочим, &lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;несколько &lt;/ins&gt;отдельных нумеров «&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Юдиф&amp;#039;&amp;#039;» (играл и вспоминал свои восторги с большой живостью и удовольствием), «&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Le roi l&amp;#039;a dit&amp;#039;&amp;#039;» {{sic|Deslibes|Delibes}}&amp;#039;а, «Маккавеи» Рубинштейна и ешё много другого интересного. Для чтения тоже пропасть матерьяла, но какой я странный человек! По привычке вечно торопиться что-то сделать я и теперь, пребывая праздным, всё-таки с самого утра беспокоюсь и даже иногда &amp;#039;&amp;#039;терзаюсь&amp;#039;&amp;#039; мыслью, что нет времени прочесть то-то, проиграть то-то, написать письмо тому-то. Как, в сущности, короток день и как мало можно успеть сделать! Впрочем это моя болезнь: все торопиться, суетиться и укорять себя в чем-то несделанном...&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Ежедневно совершаю с Алёшей поездки в лес, и третьего дня мы даже с ним 3 часа плутали, и едва не пришлось остаться в лесу на ночь. Уже темнело, когда мы попали на настоящую дорожку и возвратились к месту, где меня ждал чай и экипажи. Купаюсь 3 раза в день с невыразимым наслаждением. Завтра вечером переезжаю в Симаки, &lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;г де &lt;/del&gt;уже все готово и ждёт меня...&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Ежедневно совершаю с Алёшей поездки в лес, и третьего дня мы даже с ним 3 часа плутали, и едва не пришлось остаться в лесу на ночь. Уже темнело, когда мы попали на настоящую дорожку и возвратились к месту, где меня ждал чай и экипажи. Купаюсь 3 раза в день с невыразимым наслаждением. Завтра вечером переезжаю в Симаки, &lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;где &lt;/ins&gt;уже все готово и ждёт меня...&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Получил письмо от Наты, судя по которому, следует предполагать, что наши уже на пути к дому.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Получил письмо от Наты, судя по которому, следует предполагать, что наши уже на пути к дому.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-lineno&quot; id=&quot;mw-diff-left-l28&quot;&gt;Line 28:&lt;/td&gt;
&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-lineno&quot;&gt;Line 28:&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Колю целую крепко!&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Колю целую крепко!&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translated text=&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translated text=&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;{{right|&amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Brailov]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;7th June}}&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Yesterday I unexpectedly received another letter from you (the first one, addressed to [[Kiev]]-Brestkaya, arrived even earlier), and I read it with the greatest interest. Both Lidiyas come completely alive for me in your letters. But why do you call Lidiya Ivanovna &amp;#039;&amp;#039;mine&amp;#039;&amp;#039;? Far from it! I remember very well that in [[Moscow]] I didn&amp;#039;t find her agreeable at all, but then, hearing from everyone: &amp;#039;&amp;#039;kind, sweet, warm-hearted person&amp;#039;&amp;#039; etc., I became accustomed to imagining that I did not appreciate her sufficiently. I also like Charles — he&amp;#039;s a fine one!&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;It&amp;#039;s very good for me here: spacious, calm, quiet: in the evenings it&amp;#039;s even rather uncanny. [[Nadezhda Filaretovna]] has plenty of new music, amongst other things, a few individual numbers from &amp;quot;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Judith&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;quot; (which I played and recalled its delights with great keenness and pleasure), &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Le roi l&amp;#039;a dit&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;quot; by {{sic|Deslibes|Delibes}}, &amp;quot;Maccabees&amp;quot; by [[Anton Rubinstein|Rubinstein]], and many other interesting things. There is also plenty of reading material, but what a strange fellow I am! I&amp;#039;m so used to constantly rushing to do something, that even now, in my idleness, I&amp;#039;m still worried, and even sometimes &amp;#039;&amp;#039;tormented&amp;#039;&amp;#039;,  from the very morning by the thought that I don&amp;#039;t have the time to read this, play that, write this letter. How short the day really is, and how little I can manage to do! However, such is my illness: to rush, fuss and reproach myself for things not done...&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Every day I accomplish trips to the forest with [[Alyosha]], and the day before yesterday he and I were lost for 3 hours, and almost had to stay in the forest overnight. It was already become dark when we found the correct path, and returned to the place where tea and carriages awaited me. I take 3 baths a day with inexpressible pleasure. Tomorrow evening I&amp;#039;m moving to [[Simaki]], where everything is ready and awaiting me...&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Judging from a letter I received from [[Nata]], our lot ought to already be on their way home.&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Yesterday I attended mass in the monastery, and then in the new luxurious church. There&amp;#039;s a &amp;#039;&amp;#039;parrot&amp;#039;&amp;#039; there, with whom I&amp;#039;m completely in love: he is clever, well-behaved in the extreme and speaks delightfully. &lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;I kiss you. It seems to me, [[Modya]], that you will gradually become accustomed to the new faces, and you will soon be living as well as you did last year.&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Having no money, I&amp;#039;m not even thinking about going to [[Kondratyev]]&amp;#039;s; I&amp;#039;ve barely enough to reach [[Kamenka]].&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;I kiss [[Kolya]] hard&amp;#039;&amp;#039;.&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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		<title>Brett at 19:39, 9 April 2020</title>
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|Date=7/19 July 1880&lt;br /&gt;
|To=[[Modest Tchaikovsky]]&lt;br /&gt;
|Place=[[Brailov]]&lt;br /&gt;
|Language=Russian&lt;br /&gt;
|Autograph=[[Klin]] (Russia): {{RUS-KLč}} (a{{sup|3}}, No. 1596)&lt;br /&gt;
|Publication={{bib|1955/37|П. И. Чайковский. Письма к близким}} (1955), p. 251 (abridged)&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;{{bib|1965/80|П. И. Чайковский. Полное собрание сочинений ; том IX}} (1965), p. 178–179&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;{{bib|1981/81|Piotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky. Letters to his family. An autobiography}} (1981), p. 244 (English translation; abridged)&lt;br /&gt;
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|Original text={{right|&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Браилов&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;7-го июля}}&lt;br /&gt;
Вчера неожиданно получил ещё твоё письмо (первое, адресованное на Киево-Брестскую, пришло ещё прежде) и прочащего с величайшим интересом. Обе Лидии являются в твоих письмах совершенно живыми передо мной. Но отчего ты Лидию Иван[овну] называешь &amp;#039;&amp;#039;моей&amp;#039;&amp;#039;? Вот уж никогда! Очень хорошо помню, что я в Москве весьма не симпатизировал ей, но потом уж, слыша от всех: &amp;#039;&amp;#039;добрая, милая, душа-человек&amp;#039;&amp;#039; и т.д., — привык воображать, что она и в самом деле не была оценена мной по достоинству. Шарль мне тоже нравится, — хорош!&lt;br /&gt;
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Мне очень хорошо здесь: просторно, покойно, тихо; по вечерам даже немножко страшно. У Н[адежды] Ф[иларетовны] оказалось бездна вновь привезённых нот, между прочим, не-сколько отдельных нумеров «&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Юдиф&amp;#039;&amp;#039;» (играл и вспоминал свои восторги с большой живостью и удовольствием), «&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Le roi l&amp;#039;a dit&amp;#039;&amp;#039;» {{sic|Deslibes|Delibes}}&amp;#039;а, «Маккавеи» Рубинштейна и ешё много другого интересного. Для чтения тоже пропасть матерьяла, но какой я странный человек! По привычке вечно торопиться что-то сделать я и теперь, пребывая праздным, всё-таки с самого утра беспокоюсь и даже иногда &amp;#039;&amp;#039;терзаюсь&amp;#039;&amp;#039; мыслью, что нет времени прочесть то-то, проиграть то-то, написать письмо тому-то. Как, в сущности, короток день и как мало можно успеть сделать! Впрочем это моя болезнь: все торопиться, суетиться и укорять себя в чем-то несделанном...&lt;br /&gt;
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Ежедневно совершаю с Алёшей поездки в лес, и третьего дня мы даже с ним 3 часа плутали, и едва не пришлось остаться в лесу на ночь. Уже темнело, когда мы попали на настоящую дорожку и возвратились к месту, где меня ждал чай и экипажи. Купаюсь 3 раза в день с невыразимым наслаждением. Завтра вечером переезжаю в Симаки, г де уже все готово и ждёт меня...&lt;br /&gt;
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Получил письмо от Наты, судя по которому, следует предполагать, что наши уже на пути к дому.&lt;br /&gt;
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Вчера был за обедней в монастыре, а потом в новом роскошном костёле. Здесь есть &amp;#039;&amp;#039;попугай&amp;#039;&amp;#039;, в которого я совершенно влюблён: умён, добр до крайности и говорит прелестно.&lt;br /&gt;
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Целую тебя. Мне кажется, Модя, что понемножку ты привыкнешь к новым лицам и скоро заживёшь так же хорошо, как в прошлом году.&lt;br /&gt;
{{right|Твой П. Чайковский}}&lt;br /&gt;
По неимению денег мне и думать нечего ехать к Кондратьеву; едва хватит, чтобы добраться до Каменки.&lt;br /&gt;
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&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Колю целую крепко!&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&lt;br /&gt;
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