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		<title>Tony at 12:22, 31 December 2024</title>
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translated text={{right|&amp;#039;&amp;#039;1 May&amp;#039;&amp;#039;}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translated text={{right|&amp;#039;&amp;#039;1 May&amp;#039;&amp;#039;}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Congratulations! I wanted to telegraph in the morning, but didn&amp;#039;t have the money. At last, today is the first completely fine day, and we must give [[Paris]] its dues. It&amp;#039;s remarkably good and lively today. This didn&amp;#039;t stop us from sighing about 1 May last year in [[Kamenka]] — remember? Yesterday (on Saturday), I found [[Tanya]] flushed. She summoned me for a moment or two, and immediately fell asleep, and after talking with [[Lizaveta Mikhaylovna]], I went home. This is a mild milk fever. Yesterday evening I was at the &amp;quot;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Gymnase&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;quot;. &amp;quot;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Le père de Martial&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;quot; is the most commonplace French thing, which not only didn&amp;#039;t interest me, but infuriated me the whole time. Only in 2 or 3 places did the excellent performance of your &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Marais&amp;#039;&amp;#039; revive me somewhat. During the 2nd act I had the most terrible attack of theatrical diarrhoea. The production in general didn&amp;#039;t bring me the slightest pleasure. Even &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Landrol&amp;#039;&amp;#039; was no consolation to me, and &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Pasca&amp;#039;&amp;#039; was just the same; both of them have contrivance after contrivance, with pretensions to profundity and drama. Today, immediately after tea, I went for a stroll, and despite the wonderful weather, I was drowsy and out of sorts. I looked around part of the &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Salon&amp;#039;&amp;#039;; it&amp;#039;s impossible to do it all at once. I was very pleased with most of it. I found [[Tanya]] in an excellent state; her fever has passed, she isn&amp;#039;t flushed at all, and very cheerful and talkative. I sat there a very long time today. She has become unusually affectionate towards me lately, and displays such grief at the thought of my leaving (perhaps it isn&amp;#039;t so much grief, as the fear of being left without male protection), that I&amp;#039;m beginning to be afraid to even talk about going. However, I want to leave at the end of the week all the same. I drank tea with them. [[Tanya]]&amp;#039;s attitude towards the child is simply a mystery to me; as a more subtle psychologist you would understand this better. [[Lizaveta Mikhaylovna]] says that at first she was even expressing some bitterness. Now she talks about him freely, but it&amp;#039;s clear that she doesn&amp;#039;t give &amp;#039;&amp;#039;one hair&amp;#039;&amp;#039; for him. After [[Tanya]], I went to the &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Bois de Boulogne&amp;#039;&amp;#039;, took a long walk there, and, in the absence of a cab driver, even walked into town. I&amp;#039;m terribly tired. I had a quick dinner and am writing to you. I&amp;#039;ll be going to bed early. On Wednesday, [[Lizaveta Mikhaylovna]] and I are going to see my future adopted child. Just imagine, we have to spend the night somewhere on the way. You cannot go there in a day.  &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Congratulations! I wanted to telegraph in the morning, but didn&amp;#039;t have the money. At last, today is the first completely fine day, and we must give [[Paris]] its dues. It&amp;#039;s remarkably good and lively today. This didn&amp;#039;t stop us from sighing about 1 May last year in [[Kamenka]] — remember? Yesterday (on Saturday), I found [[Tanya]] flushed. She summoned me for a moment or two, and immediately fell asleep, and after talking with [[Lizaveta Mikhaylovna]], I went home. This is a mild milk fever. Yesterday evening I was at the &amp;quot;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Gymnase&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;quot;. &amp;quot;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Le père de Martial&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;quot; is the most commonplace French thing, which not only didn&amp;#039;t interest me, but infuriated me the whole time. Only in 2 or 3 places did the excellent performance of your &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Marais&amp;#039;&amp;#039; revive me somewhat. During the 2nd act I had the most terrible attack of theatrical diarrhoea. The production in general didn&amp;#039;t bring me the slightest pleasure. Even &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Landrol&amp;#039;&amp;#039; was no consolation to me, and &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Pasca&amp;#039;&amp;#039; was just the same; both of them have contrivance after contrivance, with pretensions to profundity and drama. Today, immediately after tea, I went for a stroll, and despite the wonderful weather, I was drowsy and out of sorts. I looked around part of the &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Salon&amp;#039;&amp;#039;; it&amp;#039;s impossible to do it all at once. I was very pleased with most of it. I found [[Tanya]] in an excellent state; her fever has passed, she isn&amp;#039;t flushed at all, and very cheerful and talkative. I sat there a very long time today. She has become unusually affectionate towards me lately, and displays such grief at the thought of my leaving (perhaps it isn&amp;#039;t so much grief, as the fear of being left without male protection), that I&amp;#039;m beginning to be afraid to even talk about going. However, I want to leave at the end of the week all the same. I drank tea with them. [[Tanya]]&amp;#039;s attitude towards the child is simply a mystery to me; as a more subtle psychologist&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;, &lt;/ins&gt;you would understand this better. [[Lizaveta Mikhaylovna]] says that at first she was even expressing some bitterness. Now she talks about him freely, but it&amp;#039;s clear that she doesn&amp;#039;t give &amp;#039;&amp;#039;one hair&amp;#039;&amp;#039; for him. After [[Tanya]], I went to the &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Bois de Boulogne&amp;#039;&amp;#039;, took a long walk there, and, in the absence of a cab driver, even walked into town. I&amp;#039;m terribly tired. I had a quick dinner and am writing to you. I&amp;#039;ll be going to bed early. On Wednesday, [[Lizaveta Mikhaylovna]] and I are going to see my future adopted child. Just imagine, we have to spend the night somewhere on the way. You cannot go there in a day.  &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Until we meet. Kisses.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Until we meet. Kisses.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;{{right|P. T.}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;{{right|P. T.}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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		<title>Brett at 20:15, 27 May 2024</title>
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Congratulations! I wanted to telegraph in the morning, but didn&amp;#039;t have the money. At last, today is the first completely fine day, and we must give [[Paris]] its dues. It&amp;#039;s remarkably good and lively today. This didn&amp;#039;t stop us from sighing about 1 May last year in [[Kamenka]] — remember? Yesterday (on Saturday), I found [[Tanya]] flushed. She summoned me for a moment or two, and immediately fell asleep, and after talking with [[Lizaveta Mikhaylovna]], I went home. This is a mild milk fever. Yesterday evening I was at the &amp;quot;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Gymnase&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;quot;. &amp;quot;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Le père de Martial&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;quot; is the most commonplace French thing, which not only didn&amp;#039;t interest me, but infuriated me the whole time. Only in 2 or 3 places did the excellent performance of your &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Marais&amp;#039;&amp;#039; revive me somewhat. During the 2nd act I had the most terrible attack of theatrical diarrhoea. The production in general didn&amp;#039;t bring me the slightest pleasure. Even &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Landrol&amp;#039;&amp;#039; was no consolation to me, and &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Pasca&amp;#039;&amp;#039; was just the same; both of them have contrivance after contrivance, with pretensions to profundity and drama. Today, immediately after tea, I went for a stroll, and despite the wonderful weather, I was drowsy and out of sorts. I looked around part of the &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Salon&amp;#039;&amp;#039;; it&amp;#039;s impossible to do it all at once. I was very pleased with most of it. I found [[Tanya]] in an excellent state; her fever has passed, she isn&amp;#039;t flushed at all, and very cheerful and talkative. I sat there a very long time today. She has become unusually affectionate towards me lately, and displays such grief at the thought of my leaving (perhaps it isn&amp;#039;t so much grief, as the fear of being left without male protection), that I&amp;#039;m beginning to be afraid to even talk about going. However, I want to leave at the end of the week all the same. I drank tea with them. [[Tanya]]&amp;#039;s attitude towards the child is simply a mystery to me; as a more subtle psychologist you would understand this better. [[Lizaveta Mikhaylovna]] says that at first she was even expressing some bitterness. Now she talks about him freely, but it&amp;#039;s clear that she doesn&amp;#039;t give &amp;#039;&amp;#039;one hair&amp;#039;&amp;#039; for him. After [[&lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Tana&lt;/del&gt;]], I went to the &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Bois de Boulogne&amp;#039;&amp;#039;, took a long walk there, and, in the absence of a cab driver, even walked into town. I&amp;#039;m terribly tired. I had a quick dinner and am writing to you. I&amp;#039;ll be going to bed early. On Wednesday, [[Lizaveta Mikhaylovna]] and I are going to see my future adopted child. Just imagine, we have to spend the night somewhere on the way. You cannot go there in a day.  &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Congratulations! I wanted to telegraph in the morning, but didn&amp;#039;t have the money. At last, today is the first completely fine day, and we must give [[Paris]] its dues. It&amp;#039;s remarkably good and lively today. This didn&amp;#039;t stop us from sighing about 1 May last year in [[Kamenka]] — remember? Yesterday (on Saturday), I found [[Tanya]] flushed. She summoned me for a moment or two, and immediately fell asleep, and after talking with [[Lizaveta Mikhaylovna]], I went home. This is a mild milk fever. Yesterday evening I was at the &amp;quot;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Gymnase&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;quot;. &amp;quot;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Le père de Martial&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;quot; is the most commonplace French thing, which not only didn&amp;#039;t interest me, but infuriated me the whole time. Only in 2 or 3 places did the excellent performance of your &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Marais&amp;#039;&amp;#039; revive me somewhat. During the 2nd act I had the most terrible attack of theatrical diarrhoea. The production in general didn&amp;#039;t bring me the slightest pleasure. Even &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Landrol&amp;#039;&amp;#039; was no consolation to me, and &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Pasca&amp;#039;&amp;#039; was just the same; both of them have contrivance after contrivance, with pretensions to profundity and drama. Today, immediately after tea, I went for a stroll, and despite the wonderful weather, I was drowsy and out of sorts. I looked around part of the &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Salon&amp;#039;&amp;#039;; it&amp;#039;s impossible to do it all at once. I was very pleased with most of it. I found [[Tanya]] in an excellent state; her fever has passed, she isn&amp;#039;t flushed at all, and very cheerful and talkative. I sat there a very long time today. She has become unusually affectionate towards me lately, and displays such grief at the thought of my leaving (perhaps it isn&amp;#039;t so much grief, as the fear of being left without male protection), that I&amp;#039;m beginning to be afraid to even talk about going. However, I want to leave at the end of the week all the same. I drank tea with them. [[Tanya]]&amp;#039;s attitude towards the child is simply a mystery to me; as a more subtle psychologist you would understand this better. [[Lizaveta Mikhaylovna]] says that at first she was even expressing some bitterness. Now she talks about him freely, but it&amp;#039;s clear that she doesn&amp;#039;t give &amp;#039;&amp;#039;one hair&amp;#039;&amp;#039; for him. After [[&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Tanya&lt;/ins&gt;]], I went to the &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Bois de Boulogne&amp;#039;&amp;#039;, took a long walk there, and, in the absence of a cab driver, even walked into town. I&amp;#039;m terribly tired. I had a quick dinner and am writing to you. I&amp;#039;ll be going to bed early. On Wednesday, [[Lizaveta Mikhaylovna]] and I are going to see my future adopted child. Just imagine, we have to spend the night somewhere on the way. You cannot go there in a day.  &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Until we meet. Kisses.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Until we meet. Kisses.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Поздравляю! Хотел телеграфировать утром, да денег жалко. Сегодня наконец первый вполне хороший день и нужно отдать справедливость Парижу. Он сегодня удивительно хорош и оживлён. Это не мешало вздыхать хотя бы о прошлогоднем 1 мае, в Каменке, помнишь! Вчера (в субботу) я застал Таню в жару. Она позвала меня на минутку и сейчас же заснула, а я, поговоривши с Л[изаветой] М[ихайловной] ушёл домой. Это лёгкая молочная лихорадка. Вечером вчера я был в «&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Gymnase&amp;#039;&amp;#039;». «&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Le père de Martial&amp;#039;&amp;#039;» самая заурядная коренная французятина, которая не только не заняла меня, но все время злила. Только в 2, 3-х местах превосходная игра твоего &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Marais&amp;#039;&amp;#039; несколько оживила меня. Во время 2-го действия у меня сделался страшный припадок театрального поноса. Вообще спектакль этот не принёс мне ни малейшего удовольствия. Даже &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Landrol&amp;#039;&amp;#039; не утешал меня, точно так же, как и &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Pasca&amp;#039;&amp;#039;; у того и у другой фальшь на фальши с претензией на глубину и драматичность &lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;сегодня&lt;/del&gt;, тотчас после чая, ушёл гулять и, несмотря на чудную погоду, был сонный и не в духе. Осмотрел часть &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Salon&amp;#039;&amp;#039;; всего невозможно сразу. Многое мне очень понравилось&lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;, &lt;/del&gt;Таню застал в превосходном состоянии; лихорадка прошла, жару никакого, очень весела и разговорчива. Я сидел там сегодня очень долго. Она стала ко мне необыкновенно ласкова в последнее время и обнаруживает такую горесть при мысли о моем отъезде (может быть, это не столько горесть, сколько страх остаться без мужской протекции,) что я начинаю бояться даже заговаривать об отъезде. Однако ж я всё-таки хочу в конце недели уехать. Пил у них чай. Отношение Тани к ребёнку для меня просто загадка; в качестве более тонкого психолога ты&lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;&amp;#039; &lt;/del&gt;бы это лучше понял. Лиз[авета] Мих[айловна] говорит, что в первое время она как будто даже некоторое ожесточение выражала. Теперь она говорит о нем охотно, но видно, что ни &amp;#039;&amp;#039;на волос&amp;#039;&amp;#039; не страдает из-за него. После Тани я пошёл в &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Bois de Boulogne&amp;#039;&amp;#039;, долго ходил там и за неимением извощике до города всё-таки пешком шёл. Страшно устал. Наскоро пообедал и пишу тебе. Лягу спать рано. В среду мы едем с Лиз[аветой] Мих[айловной] к моему будущему приёмышу. Представь, что приходится где-нибудь ночевать в дороге. В один [день] нельзя съездить.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Поздравляю! Хотел телеграфировать утром, да денег жалко. Сегодня наконец первый вполне хороший день и нужно отдать справедливость Парижу. Он сегодня удивительно хорош и оживлён. Это не мешало вздыхать хотя бы о прошлогоднем 1 мае, в Каменке, помнишь! Вчера (в субботу) я застал Таню в жару. Она позвала меня на минутку и сейчас же заснула, а я, поговоривши с Л[изаветой] М[ихайловной] ушёл домой. Это лёгкая молочная лихорадка. Вечером вчера я был в «&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Gymnase&amp;#039;&amp;#039;». «&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Le père de Martial&amp;#039;&amp;#039;» самая заурядная коренная французятина, которая не только не заняла меня, но все время злила. Только в 2, 3-х местах превосходная игра твоего &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Marais&amp;#039;&amp;#039; несколько оживила меня. Во время 2-го действия у меня сделался страшный припадок театрального поноса. Вообще спектакль этот не принёс мне ни малейшего удовольствия. Даже &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Landrol&amp;#039;&amp;#039; не утешал меня, точно так же, как и &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Pasca&amp;#039;&amp;#039;; у того и у другой фальшь на фальши с претензией на глубину и драматичность&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;. Сегодня&lt;/ins&gt;, тотчас после чая, ушёл гулять и, несмотря на чудную погоду, был сонный и не в духе. Осмотрел часть &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Salon&amp;#039;&amp;#039;; всего невозможно сразу. Многое мне очень понравилось&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;. &lt;/ins&gt;Таню застал в превосходном состоянии; лихорадка прошла, жару никакого, очень весела и разговорчива. Я сидел там сегодня очень долго. Она стала ко мне необыкновенно ласкова в последнее время и обнаруживает такую горесть при мысли о моем отъезде (может быть, это не столько горесть, сколько страх остаться без мужской протекции,) что я начинаю бояться даже заговаривать об отъезде. Однако ж я всё-таки хочу в конце недели уехать. Пил у них чай. Отношение Тани к ребёнку для меня просто загадка; в качестве более тонкого психолога ты бы это лучше понял. Лиз[авета] Мих[айловна] говорит, что в первое время она как будто даже некоторое ожесточение выражала. Теперь она говорит о нем охотно, но видно, что ни &amp;#039;&amp;#039;на волос&amp;#039;&amp;#039; не страдает из-за него. После Тани я пошёл в &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Bois de Boulogne&amp;#039;&amp;#039;, долго ходил там и за неимением извощике до города всё-таки пешком шёл. Страшно устал. Наскоро пообедал и пишу тебе. Лягу спать рано. В среду мы едем с Лиз[аветой] Мих[айловной] к моему будущему приёмышу. Представь, что приходится где-нибудь ночевать в дороге. В один [день] нельзя съездить.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;До свиданья. Целую.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;До свиданья. Целую.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;|Translated text={{right|&#039;&#039;1 May&#039;&#039;}}&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Congratulations! I wanted to telegraph in the morning, but didn&#039;t have the money. At last, today is the first completely fine day, and we must give [[Paris]] its dues. It&#039;s remarkably good and lively today. This didn&#039;t stop us from sighing about 1 May last year in [[Kamenka]] — remember? Yesterday (on Saturday), I found [[Tanya]] flushed. She summoned me for a moment or two, and immediately fell asleep, and after talking with [[Lizaveta Mikhaylovna]], I went home. This is a mild milk fever. Yesterday evening I was at the &quot;&#039;&#039;Gymnase&#039;&#039;&quot;. &quot;&#039;&#039;Le père de Martial&#039;&#039;&quot; is the most commonplace French thing, which not only didn&#039;t interest me, but infuriated me the whole time. Only in 2 or 3 places did the excellent performance of your &#039;&#039;Marais&#039;&#039; revive me somewhat. During the 2nd act I had the most terrible attack of theatrical diarrhoea. The production in general didn&#039;t bring me the slightest pleasure. Even &#039;&#039;Landrol&#039;&#039; was no consolation to me, and &#039;&#039;Pasca&#039;&#039; was just the same; both of them have contrivance after contrivance, with pretensions to profundity and drama. Today, immediately after tea, I went for a stroll, and despite the wonderful weather, I was drowsy and out of sorts. I looked around part of the &#039;&#039;Salon&#039;&#039;; it&#039;s impossible to do it all at once. I was very pleased with most of it. I found [[Tanya]] in an excellent state; her fever has passed, she isn&#039;t flushed at all, and very cheerful and talkative. I sat there a very long time today. She has become unusually affectionate towards me lately, and displays such grief at the thought of my leaving (perhaps it isn&#039;t so much grief, as the fear of being left without male protection), that I&#039;m beginning to be afraid to even talk about going. However, I want to leave at the end of the week all the same. I drank tea with them. [[Tanya]]&#039;s attitude towards the child is simply a mystery to me; as a more subtle psychologist you would understand this better. [[Lizaveta Mikhaylovna]] says that at first she was even expressing some bitterness. Now she talks about him freely, but it&#039;s clear that she doesn&#039;t give &#039;&#039;one hair&#039;&#039; for him. After [[Tana]], I went to the &#039;&#039;Bois de Boulogne&#039;&#039;, took a long walk there, and, in the absence of a cab driver, even walked into town. I&#039;m terribly tired. I had a quick dinner and am writing to you. I&#039;ll be going to bed early. On Wednesday, [[Lizaveta Mikhaylovna]] and I are going to see my future adopted child. Just imagine, we have to spend the night somewhere on the way. You cannot go there in a day. &lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|&lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Translated text=&lt;/del&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Until we meet. Kisses.&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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|Date=1/13 May 1883&lt;br /&gt;
|To=[[Modest Tchaikovsky]]&lt;br /&gt;
|Place=[[Paris]]&lt;br /&gt;
|Language=Russian&lt;br /&gt;
|Autograph=[[Klin]] (Russia): {{RUS-KLč}} (a{{sup|3}}, No. 1701)&lt;br /&gt;
|Publication={{bib|1970/86|П. И. Чайковский. Полное собрание сочинений ; том XII}} (1970), p. 150–151&lt;br /&gt;
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Поздравляю! Хотел телеграфировать утром, да денег жалко. Сегодня наконец первый вполне хороший день и нужно отдать справедливость Парижу. Он сегодня удивительно хорош и оживлён. Это не мешало вздыхать хотя бы о прошлогоднем 1 мае, в Каменке, помнишь! Вчера (в субботу) я застал Таню в жару. Она позвала меня на минутку и сейчас же заснула, а я, поговоривши с Л[изаветой] М[ихайловной] ушёл домой. Это лёгкая молочная лихорадка. Вечером вчера я был в «&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Gymnase&amp;#039;&amp;#039;». «&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Le père de Martial&amp;#039;&amp;#039;» самая заурядная коренная французятина, которая не только не заняла меня, но все время злила. Только в 2, 3-х местах превосходная игра твоего &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Marais&amp;#039;&amp;#039; несколько оживила меня. Во время 2-го действия у меня сделался страшный припадок театрального поноса. Вообще спектакль этот не принёс мне ни малейшего удовольствия. Даже &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Landrol&amp;#039;&amp;#039; не утешал меня, точно так же, как и &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Pasca&amp;#039;&amp;#039;; у того и у другой фальшь на фальши с претензией на глубину и драматичность сегодня, тотчас после чая, ушёл гулять и, несмотря на чудную погоду, был сонный и не в духе. Осмотрел часть &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Salon&amp;#039;&amp;#039;; всего невозможно сразу. Многое мне очень понравилось, Таню застал в превосходном состоянии; лихорадка прошла, жару никакого, очень весела и разговорчива. Я сидел там сегодня очень долго. Она стала ко мне необыкновенно ласкова в последнее время и обнаруживает такую горесть при мысли о моем отъезде (может быть, это не столько горесть, сколько страх остаться без мужской протекции,) что я начинаю бояться даже заговаривать об отъезде. Однако ж я всё-таки хочу в конце недели уехать. Пил у них чай. Отношение Тани к ребёнку для меня просто загадка; в качестве более тонкого психолога ты&amp;#039; бы это лучше понял. Лиз[авета] Мих[айловна] говорит, что в первое время она как будто даже некоторое ожесточение выражала. Теперь она говорит о нем охотно, но видно, что ни &amp;#039;&amp;#039;на волос&amp;#039;&amp;#039; не страдает из-за него. После Тани я пошёл в &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Bois de Boulogne&amp;#039;&amp;#039;, долго ходил там и за неимением извощике до города всё-таки пешком шёл. Страшно устал. Наскоро пообедал и пишу тебе. Лягу спать рано. В среду мы едем с Лиз[аветой] Мих[айловной] к моему будущему приёмышу. Представь, что приходится где-нибудь ночевать в дороге. В один [день] нельзя съездить.&lt;br /&gt;
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