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		<title>Brett: Text replacement - &quot;ashamed before you&quot; to &quot;guilty before you&quot;</title>
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		<summary type="html">&lt;p&gt;Text replacement - &amp;quot;ashamed before you&amp;quot; to &amp;quot;guilty before you&amp;quot;&lt;/p&gt;
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				&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; style=&quot;background-color: #fff; color: #202122; text-align: center;&quot;&gt;Revision as of 15:13, 3 August 2024&lt;/td&gt;
				&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-lineno&quot; id=&quot;mw-diff-left-l20&quot;&gt;Line 20:&lt;/td&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translated text={{right|&amp;#039;&amp;#039;22 December&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Maydanovo]] village&amp;#039;&amp;#039;}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translated text={{right|&amp;#039;&amp;#039;22 December&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Maydanovo]] village&amp;#039;&amp;#039;}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;{{centre|Dear [[Vera Olyonina|Verusha]]!}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;{{centre|Dear [[Vera Olyonina|Verusha]]!}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;I am most &lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;ashamed &lt;/del&gt;before your dear little relatives and before all of you, for not once coming to see you while I was in [[Moscow]]. My God, this upsets me very much, because I sincerely love all of you. But a combination of circumstances meant that I couldn&amp;#039;t make it where I wanted to go, and I had to linger all day in places where I wasn&amp;#039;t free to leave.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;I am most &lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;guilty &lt;/ins&gt;before your dear little relatives and before all of you, for not once coming to see you while I was in [[Moscow]]. My God, this upsets me very much, because I sincerely love all of you. But a combination of circumstances meant that I couldn&amp;#039;t make it where I wanted to go, and I had to linger all day in places where I wasn&amp;#039;t free to leave.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;You probably have a Christmas tree for your youngest brothers. Golubushka, buy with the small amount enclosed some small gifts for them and your sister. I kiss your hands. Please, kiss your dear mamasha, father, sister and brother from me. I wish for all of you to spend the holidays pleasantly. &amp;#039;&amp;#039;I shall be a scoundrel&amp;#039;&amp;#039; if I don&amp;#039;t call on you in January.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;You probably have a Christmas tree for your youngest brothers. Golubushka, buy with the small amount enclosed some small gifts for them and your sister. I kiss your hands. Please, kiss your dear mamasha, father, sister and brother from me. I wish for all of you to spend the holidays pleasantly. &amp;#039;&amp;#039;I shall be a scoundrel&amp;#039;&amp;#039; if I don&amp;#039;t call on you in January.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;{{right|Yours, P. Tchaikovsky}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;{{right|Yours, P. Tchaikovsky}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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		<author><name>Brett</name></author>
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		<title>Brett: 1 revision imported</title>
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		<updated>2022-07-14T20:31:02Z</updated>

		<summary type="html">&lt;p&gt;1 revision imported&lt;/p&gt;
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				&lt;td colspan=&quot;1&quot; style=&quot;background-color: #fff; color: #202122; text-align: center;&quot;&gt;Revision as of 22:31, 14 July 2022&lt;/td&gt;
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		<author><name>Brett</name></author>
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		<title>Brett: Text replacement - &quot;By God&quot; to &quot;My God&quot;</title>
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		<updated>2021-10-30T20:37:09Z</updated>

		<summary type="html">&lt;p&gt;Text replacement - &amp;quot;By God&amp;quot; to &amp;quot;My God&amp;quot;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;New page&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div&gt;{{letterhead&lt;br /&gt;
|Date=22 December 1885/3 January 1886&lt;br /&gt;
|To=[[Vera Olyonina]]&lt;br /&gt;
|Place=[[Maydanovo]]&lt;br /&gt;
|Language=Russian&lt;br /&gt;
|Autograph=[[Moscow]] (Russia): {{RUS-Mcl}} (ф. 905)&lt;br /&gt;
|Publication={{bib|1971/89|П. И. Чайковский. Полное собрание сочинений ; том XIII}} (1971), p. 222–223&lt;br /&gt;
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==Text and Translation==&lt;br /&gt;
{{Lettertext&lt;br /&gt;
|Language=Russian&lt;br /&gt;
|Translator=Brett Langston&lt;br /&gt;
|Original text={{right|&amp;#039;&amp;#039;22 декабря&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;с[ело] Майданово&amp;#039;&amp;#039;}}&lt;br /&gt;
{{centre|Милая Веруша!}}&lt;br /&gt;
Я очень виноват перед твоими милейшими родителями и перед всеми Вами, что ни разу, бывавши в Москве, не навестил Вас. Ей-Богу, мне это очень досадно, потому что я искренно всех вас люблю. Но обстоятельства так складываются, что где хочешь бывать — не успеваешь, а торчишь целый день там куда нет никакой охоты идти.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
У вас, вероятно, для младших братьев будет ёлка. Купи, голубушка, на прилагаемую маленькую сумму подарочки им и тебе с сестрой. Целую твои ручки. Пожалуйста, поцелуй за меня твою милую мамашу, отца, сестру, братьев. Всем Вам же­лаю приятно провести праздник. В январе &amp;#039;&amp;#039;будь я бесчестный человек&amp;#039;&amp;#039;, если не навещу Вас.&lt;br /&gt;
{{right|Твой, П. Чайковский}}&lt;br /&gt;
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|Translated text={{right|&amp;#039;&amp;#039;22 December&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Maydanovo]] village&amp;#039;&amp;#039;}}&lt;br /&gt;
{{centre|Dear [[Vera Olyonina|Verusha]]!}}&lt;br /&gt;
I am most ashamed before your dear little relatives and before all of you, for not once coming to see you while I was in [[Moscow]]. My God, this upsets me very much, because I sincerely love all of you. But a combination of circumstances meant that I couldn&amp;#039;t make it where I wanted to go, and I had to linger all day in places where I wasn&amp;#039;t free to leave.&lt;br /&gt;
&lt;br /&gt;
You probably have a Christmas tree for your youngest brothers. Golubushka, buy with the small amount enclosed some small gifts for them and your sister. I kiss your hands. Please, kiss your dear mamasha, father, sister and brother from me. I wish for all of you to spend the holidays pleasantly. &amp;#039;&amp;#039;I shall be a scoundrel&amp;#039;&amp;#039; if I don&amp;#039;t call on you in January.&lt;br /&gt;
{{right|Yours, P. Tchaikovsky}}&lt;br /&gt;
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