Letter 614

Tchaikovsky Research
Date between 10/22 and 16/28 October 1877
Addressed to Anton Door
Where written Clarens
Language Russian
Autograph Location unknown
Publication Московские ведомости (28 March 1901)
Neue freie Presse (30 March 1901) (German translation)
П. И. Чайковский. Полное собрание сочинений, том VI (1961), p. 183

Text and Translation

Based on the 1901 publication of the letter in the Moscow Register, which may contain differences in formatting and content from Tchaikovsky's original letter.

Russian text
(original)
English translation
By Brett Langston
Любезный друг!

Я долго не отвечал на Ваше письмо, так как вскоре после получения его сериозно заболел. Нервная система моя до того была потрясена, что брат мой, по совету врачей, увез меня в Швейцарию, где я должен некоторое время провести в полном уединении. Я только начинаю приходить в себя и спешу благодарить Вас и сказать Вам, что я счастлив, если моя симфония понравилась Вам, и горжусь мнением о ней г. Рихтера. О, какую радость испытал бы я, если бы моя симфония исполнялась в Вене!

Я живу в восхитительном месте, имею пред своими глазами Женевское озеро и обрамляющие его чудные горы. Тем не менее, я весьма печален и потерял вкус к жизни. Боюсь, что такое моё состояние долго продолжится, и мне нельзя будет работать.

Дружески жму Вашу руку.

П. Чайковский

Beloved friend!

I have not answered your letter [1] for some time, since shortly after receiving it I became seriously ill. My nervous system was shocked to the extent that my brother, following doctors' advice, took me to Switzerland, where I had to spend some time in total solitude. Only now am I beginning to come to my senses, and I hasten to thank you and tell you that I am happy if you like my symphony, and proud of Mr Richter's opinion of it. Oh how joyful it would make me if my symphony were to be performed in Vienna! [2]

I am living in a delightful place, with Lake Geneva before my very eyes, framed by wonderful mountains. Nevertheless, I am extremely sad and have lost my appetite for life. I fear that my condition may endure for a long while, and I shall be unable to work.

I shake your hand amiably.

P. Tchaikovsky

Notes and References

  1. This letter from Anton Door has not survived.
  2. Writing many years later about Tchaikovsky's Symphony No. 3, Door recalled: "I was fascinated by it and ... hastened to introduce it to [Hans] Richter, who was as delighted as I was, and decided to perform it publicly. Unfortunately, this intention was not fulfilled, because after the rehearsal, the leaders of the [Vienna] Philharmonic Society were afraid that such a difficult work by an unknown composer would not be well received..." — see Воспоминания о П. И. Чайковском (1901).